929 (Tanakh) · Thinking of Converting · Standard
Joshua 22
Hook
The journey toward Jewish life is rarely a straight line. It is a path marked by deep yearning, profound questions, and, occasionally, a quiet, persistent fear: Will I truly belong? If you are currently exploring conversion (gerut), you have likely stood at the edge of a Jewish community, looked at the ancient tapestry of rituals, Hebrew prayers, and communal bonds, and wondered if there is a place for you. You might worry that your past, your family background, or your geographic and cultural distance will forever mark you as an outsider.
This is why the twenty-second chapter of the Book of Joshua is one of the most vital, comforting, and honest texts you can encounter on this path. It is a narrative about boundaries, the terror of exclusion, and the profound lengths to which we must go to prove our sincerity and secure our place within the covenant.
For a prospective convert, this text is a mirror. It speaks directly to the anxiety of standing on the "other side" of the boundary, looking in, and building a life that testifies to your commitment to the God of Israel. It reassures you that your desire to belong is not a modern anomaly, but a deeply rooted biblical reality. Let us step into this text together, with open hearts, to discover how its ancient lessons can illuminate your modern path toward the mikveh and the covenant.
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Context
To understand the drama of Joshua 22, we must look at both the geography of the Promised Land and the deep psychological landscape of the Jewish people at this critical juncture in their history.
- The Geographic Split: Before the Israelites crossed the Jordan River to conquer Canaan, the tribes of Reuben, Gad, and half the tribe of Manasseh made a unique request. Seeing that the lands east of the Jordan—the Transjordan—were ideal for their vast herds of livestock, they asked to settle there Numbers 32:1-5. Moses agreed, but on one strict condition: they had to cross the Jordan with their brethren and fight at the forefront of the battles until the land of Canaan was fully conquered. As Rabbi Adin Steinsaltz notes in his commentary on Joshua 22:1, these tribes functioned "as an independent military unit that had joined forces with the rest of the tribes to help them conquer the land." They bound their fate to their brothers, despite living physically apart.
- The Altar of Misunderstanding: After years of grueling warfare, the land is finally conquered and divided. Joshua blesses the two and a half tribes and sends them home to the East Bank. But as they reach the border—the Jordan River—they build a "great, conspicuous altar" Joshua 22:10. To the Western tribes, who are establishing the central Tabernacle in Shiloh, this looks like a act of treasonous rebellion. They fear that this new altar is for pagan sacrifices or a rival cultic site, which would bring divine wrath down upon the entire nation.
- The Beit Din of Phinehas: Before launching a civil war, the Western tribes send a delegation led by the zealous priest Phinehas and ten tribal chieftains. This delegation acts as a biblical precursor to a Beit Din (a rabbinic court). They confront the Eastern tribes, demanding to know the meaning of this altar. This confrontation mirrors the conversion process: the community’s leadership approaches the candidate not with hatred, but with a fierce, protective responsibility to guard the boundaries of the covenant. The dialogue that follows reveals the pure, anxious heart of the Eastern tribes, who built the altar not to rebel, but to serve as an eternal "witness" (Ed) that they, too, have a share in the God of Israel.
Text Snapshot
"But be very careful to fulfill the Instruction and the Teaching that Moses the servant of GOD enjoined upon you: to love the ETERNAL your God, to walk in godly ways, to keep the commandments, and to hold fast to [God]—and to render service with all your heart and soul.” Then Joshua blessed them and dismissed them, and they went to their homes...
When they came to the region of the Jordan in the land of Canaan, the Reubenites and the Gadites and the half-tribe of Manasseh built an altar there by the Jordan, a great conspicuous altar...
"We did this thing only out of our concern that, in time to come, your children might say to our children, 'What have you to do with the ETERNAL, the God of Israel? GOD has made the Jordan a boundary between you and us... you have no share in GOD!' Thus your children might prevent our children from worshiping GOD. So we decided to provide [a witness] for ourselves by building an altar—not for burnt offerings or [other] sacrifices, but as a witness between you and us, and between the generations to come..." — Joshua 22:5-6, Joshua 22:10, Joshua 22:24-27
Close Reading
To read this text through the eyes of someone exploring conversion is to uncover deep strata of meaning regarding what it means to choose a Jewish life. Let us examine the text closely, guided by the wisdom of our sages.
Insight 1: The Beauty of the Voluntary Yoke
In Joshua 22:1-3, Joshua summons the Reubenites, Gadites, and the half-tribe of Manasseh. He praises them:
"You have observed all that Moses the servant of GOD commanded you, and have obeyed me in everything that I commanded you. You have not forsaken your kindred through the long years down to this day, but have faithfully observed the Instruction of the ETERNAL your God."
The great 16th-century Kabbalist and commentator, Rabbi Moshe Alshich (the Alshich Kadosh), asks a brilliant question in his work Marot HaTzoveot on Joshua 22:1:1. Why does Joshua seem so repetitive? Why does he praise them for keeping Moses’s command, listening to Joshua’s voice, and not forsaking their brethren? Is this not all the same thing?
To resolve this, the Alshich directs us back to the original agreement made with Moses in the desert. Moses had commanded them: "Build cities for your children... and do what has proceeded from your mouth" Numbers 32:24. The Alshich notes that according to the strict letter of Moses's command, the Eastern tribes were only obligated to remain with their brethren until the land of Canaan was conquered—a process that took seven years. However, the tribes themselves had voluntarily declared, "We will not return to our homes until every one of the Israelites has received his inheritance" Numbers 32:18. This process of dividing the land took an additional seven years.
Therefore, Joshua’s praise is deeply layered:
- "You have observed all that Moses... commanded you": This refers to the basic obligation—the seven years of conquest.
- "And have obeyed me in everything that I commanded you": This refers to their obedience to Joshua's military leadership during those years.
- "You have not forsaken your kindred through the long years down to this day": This refers to the extra seven years of division. This was the "what proceeded from your mouth"—their voluntary commitment to stay and help their brothers, even though they were not legally bound by Moses's initial decree to do so.
The Alshich concludes that because these tribes showed they were willing to go far beyond their basic obligations out of love for their brothers, they proved they could be trusted to keep the voluntary and beautiful depths of God's Torah: "From the fact that they kept a charge upon a charge for the commandments of Moses and Joshua, it is certain that they will keep the charge of the Lord their God in the future."
This is the very essence of gerut (conversion). If you are exploring conversion, you are standing in the shoes of the Reubenites and Gadites. As a non-Jew, you are not commanded by Jewish law to keep the 613 mitzvot; you are only obligated to keep the basic moral framework of the Seven Laws of Noah Sanhedrin 56a. Choosing to convert is your voluntary decision to step across the river, to take on "what proceeds from your mouth," and to bind your fate to the Jewish people through an extra measure of devotion.
Like the two and a half tribes, you are saying, I do not want the minimum. I want to stand with my brothers and sisters. I want to share in their struggles, their history, and their destiny.
The reward for this voluntary devotion is beautifully illustrated by the commentator Ralbag (Rabbi Levi ben Gershon) in his commentary on Joshua 22:1:1. He writes:
ואחר זכר שכבר קרא יהושע לראובני ולגדי ולחצי שבט מנשה והזהירם מאד לשמור התורה וברכם ושלחם לאהליהם בנכסי' רבים ומקנה רב ובזהב ובכסף ובנחשת וברזל ובשלמות הרבה כי חלקו שלל אויביהם עם אחיהם וכן היה ראוי כי כן חלקו כל ישראל שלל הערים אשר באו להם בנחלה כמו שנזכר בתור':
"And afterward he mentioned that Joshua called the Reubenites, the Gadites, and the half-tribe of Manasseh, and warned them greatly to keep the Torah, and blessed them, and sent them to their tents with great wealth, and abundant livestock, and gold, silver, copper, iron, and much clothing, because they shared the spoil of their enemies with their brethren. And so it was fitting, for thus did all Israel divide the spoil..."
When you voluntarily bind your fate to Israel, you do not return empty-handed. You are blessed with "great wealth"—not necessarily material riches, but the immense spiritual wealth of the Jewish tradition: the gold of Shabbat, the silver of Torah study, the iron of resilience, and the beautiful garments of holy deeds. You share in the spiritual "spoils" of a people who have walked with God for four thousand years.
Even the smallest details of your identity are recognized in this covenant. The master of Hebrew grammar and Masorah, the Minchat Shai (Rabbi Yedidiah Solomon de Norzi), notes a tiny grammatical detail on the word "לראובני" ("to the Reubenite") in Joshua 22:1:1:
לראובני. הרי"ש במאריך ונקודה שלה שורק ואל"ף נחה כמ"ש בפרשת פנחס:
"To the Reubenite: The letter Resh has a ma'arikh (a lengthening accent mark), and its vowel point is a shuruk, and the letter Alef is quiescent (silent), as is written in Parashat Pinhas."
Why does the Torah’s preservation of a silent letter and a tiny vowel accent matter? Because in the Jewish covenant, nothing is lost and no one is insignificant. Every individual, every tribe, and every soul that hitches its wagon to the Jewish people is documented with painstaking, loving precision. When you stand before a Beit Din and eventually immerse in the mikveh, you will choose a Hebrew name. That name, like the silent Alef in "Reubenite," will be integrated into the eternal, precise grammar of Jewish history. You will not be a footnote; you will be written into the main text.
Insight 2: The Sacred Anxiety of the Boundary
Let us turn to the heart of the crisis: the building of the altar. In Joshua 22:10, we read that they built "a great, conspicuous altar."
The commentator Metzudat David (Rabbi David Altschuler) clarifies the geography of this act in his comment on Joshua 22:10:1:
אשר בארץ כנען. רצה לומר, בשפת הירדן המערבי שהוא מארץ כנען:
"In the land of Canaan: That is to say, on the bank of the western Jordan, which is from the land of Canaan."
They did not build this altar on their own safe territory on the East Bank. They built it on the western bank—on the threshold of Canaan proper. It was built right at the border, at the crossing point. Why?
Metzudat David continues on Joshua 22:10:2:
למראה. רצה לומר, להיות למראה עינים, לא לעולה וזבח:
"For sight: That is to say, to be a visible sign for the eyes, not for burnt offerings or sacrifices."
And Metzudat Zion notes on the word "על" (al) in Joshua 22:10:1:
על. אצל:
"Upon: Meaning, right next to."
They built it right next to the river, where everyone crossing back and forth would have to look at it. It was a visual monument.
Why were they so desperate to build a visual monument at the border? The answer they give to Phinehas is heartbreakingly beautiful, and it is an answer that every person exploring conversion will understand in their bones:
"We did this thing only out of our concern that, in time to come, your children might say to our children, 'What have you to do with the ETERNAL, the God of Israel? GOD has made the Jordan a boundary between you and us... you have no share in GOD!' Thus your children might prevent our children from worshiping GOD." Joshua 22:24-25
This is the "sacred anxiety" of the boundary. It is the fear that because you were born on the "other side" of the Jewish line—because your ancestors did not stand at Mount Sinai, or because your family of origin is not Jewish—your connection to the Jewish people will always be fragile. You worry: Will my children be accepted as fully Jewish? Will someone look at my family tree generations from now and say, "You have no share in the God of Israel"?
The Reubenites and Gadites did not build a rival temple. They built a replica of the altar of God. They wanted to be able to point to it and say, "See the replica of GOD’s altar... as a witness between you and us" Joshua 22:28. They wanted a tangible, visible testimony of their connection to the center.
When Phinehas and the chieftains (the "Beit Din") hear this explanation, their suspicion melts into profound relief and joy:
"The priest Phinehas son of Eleazar said to the Reubenites, the Gadites, and the Manassites, 'Now we know that GOD is in our midst, since you have not committed such treachery against GOD. You have indeed saved the Israelites from punishment...'" Joshua 22:31
This interaction teaches us a profound lesson about the Jewish community's relationship with those who seek to join it. The Jewish community’s initial caution—and the rigorous questioning of a Beit Din—is not born of hatred or xenophobia. It is born of a deep, protective love for the Torah and a fear of spiritual dilution (symbolized by the sins of Peor and Achan mentioned in Joshua 22:17-20).
But the moment the community sees your sincere heart—the moment they realize that your "altar" is built out of a deep desire for holy connection, continuity, and love for God—the suspicion vanishes. You are not seen as a threat; you are seen as a savior of the community’s spiritual integrity. Your sincerity brings God’s presence (Shechinah) into the midst of the people: "Now we know that God is in our midst."
Lived Rhythm
How do you translate this beautiful, dramatic text into the daily, lived rhythm of your conversion journey? How do you build your own "altar of witness" on the threshold of your new life?
In Jewish thought, we do not build physical stone altars today. Instead, our homes, our tables, and our daily actions become our altars. As the Talmud teaches, "Now that the Temple is destroyed, a person's table atones for them" Chagigah 27a.
Here is a concrete, step-by-step plan to integrate this text’s wisdom into your daily life over the next month.
THE ALTAR OF WITNESS IN DAILY LIFE
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[ TORAH ] [ AVODAH ] [ GEMILUT CHASADIM ]
Study & Learning Prayer & Blessings Action & Community
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• Weekly Parashah • Learn the Motzi • Find a local Synagogue
• Hebrew Alphabet • Say Shehecheyanu • Find a Chavrusa (Partner)
• Read Joshua 22 • Light Shabbat Candles • Do acts of Chesed (Kindness)
1. Build a Verbal Altar: The Practice of Brachot (Blessings)
Before you can master the entire prayer book, start by erecting small "witnesses" of gratitude throughout your day. Blessings (brachot) are the ultimate way to declare that you have a share in the God of Israel.
- The Step: Learn the blessing over bread (HaMotzi) Mishnah Berakhot 6:1 and the blessing of gratitude for new experiences (Shehecheyanu) Mishnah Berakhot 9:3.
- The Practice: Every time you eat bread, pause. Hold it in your hands, feel its weight, and recite:
Baruch Atah Adonai, Eloheinu Melech HaOlam, hamotzi lechem min ha'aretz. "Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, who brings forth bread from the earth."
- The Meaning: Like the eastern tribes who wanted to show they belonged to the same God as their western brothers, your recitation of these ancient Hebrew words is a daily testimony that you are aligning your mind and your mouth with the sacred vocabulary of the Jewish people.
2. Establish a Temporal Boundary: Step into Shabbat
Shabbat is the ultimate boundary-marker of Jewish life. It is the "Jordan River" of the week—a sacred space that separates the mundane from the holy.
- The Step: Begin a gradual, beautiful practice of keeping Shabbat (Shmirat Shabbat). If you are a beginner, do not try to keep all thirty-nine creative restrictions at once. Start by creating a "witness" of peace.
- The Practice: Every Friday night, light two candles. As you cover your eyes and say the blessing, feel the transition from the frantic workweek to the spaciousness of Shabbat rest.
- The Next Level: Try turning off your smartphone and laptop for just three hours on Friday evening. Dedicate that time to reading Jewish books, eating a special meal, or walking in nature. This digital boundary is a modern "altar of witness" that declares your time belongs to something higher.
3. Design a Learning Plan: Engage with the Text
You cannot love what you do not know. To "hold fast to God" Joshua 22:5, you must hold fast to His Torah.
- The Step: Commit to a structured, 15-minute daily study habit.
- The Practice: Download a Torah study app (like Sefaria) and read the weekly Torah portion (Parashat Hashavua). Read the text first, then read one or two commentaries (like Rashi or the Alshich).
- The Goal: Do not worry if you do not understand everything at first. The goal is consistency. By entering the great Jewish conversation every day, you are proving your sincerity to yourself and to the community.
Community
One of the most profound truths of Joshua 22 is that Jewish identity cannot be lived in isolation. The two and a half tribes could not simply stay on the East Bank and ignore their brothers; they had to cross the river, fight alongside them, and remain in constant dialogue with the leadership in Shiloh.
If you are exploring conversion, you cannot do it alone in your room with a book. You must step across the boundary and connect with the living, breathing community of Israel. Here is how to make that connection this week.
1. Find Your "Phinehas" (A Sincere, Guiding Rabbi)
You need a spiritual guide who can hear your heart, challenge your assumptions, and help you navigate the halakhic (legal) process of conversion.
- The Action: Research synagogues in your area. Look for a congregation whose denomination and values align with your spiritual search (Orthodox, Conservative, Reform, or Reconstructionist). Email the rabbi and ask for a short, 15-minute introductory meeting.
- What to Say: Be honest and humble. You might say: "Rabbi, I am exploring my connection to the Jewish people and the possibility of conversion. I am inspired by the beauty of the Torah and want to learn how to walk this path with sincerity. Can you recommend a starting point or a class in your community?"
- The Mindset: Remember that some rabbis may initially seem hesitant or may even gently discourage you. This is an ancient Jewish practice designed to test your sincerity, not a personal rejection. Approach them with the respectful, clear-hearted determination of the eastern tribes confronting Phinehas.
2. Join an "Introduction to Judaism" Class
Most Jewish communities or rabbinical associations offer structured courses for seekers and prospective converts.
- The Action: Ask your local rabbi or search online for an "Introduction to Judaism" or "Melamed" course in your region.
- The Value: This is where you will meet your peers—other people who are standing on the threshold, asking the same questions, and feeling the same anxieties. Together, you will form a modern "tribe" of seekers, supporting each other as you learn the Hebrew alphabet, the holidays, and the history of your future family.
3. Find a Chavrusa (Study Partner)
Jewish learning is a team sport. We learn best through dialogue, debate, and relationship.
- The Action: Ask a Jewish friend, a fellow classmate, or use an online platform (like Partners in Torah or Project Sinai) to find a Chavrusa—a study partner.
- The Practice: Meet once a week for 30 minutes to read a chapter of Tanakh (the Hebrew Bible) or discuss a Jewish concept. This shared exploration will ground your learning in real relationship, transforming Torah from an intellectual subject into a lived connection.
Takeaway
The path of conversion is not a path of assimilation; it is a path of covenantal integration. When you choose to become Jewish, you are not erasing your unique soul; you are choosing to bring your unique light across the river to help build the collective future of the Jewish people.
The story of Joshua 22 reassures us that the fear of not belonging is a sacred, natural part of the journey. The "altar of witness" that you build through your daily blessings, your Shabbat tables, your study of Torah, and your connection to community is your response to that fear. It is your way of saying to the past, the present, and the future: I have a share in the God of Israel.
As you continue on this beautiful, challenging, and deeply holy path of gerut, may you be blessed with the strength of the Gadites, the loyalty of the Reubenites, and the intellectual clarity of the Manassites. May your voluntary commitment to the Torah be recognized and celebrated by the community of Israel. And may you soon merit to stand at the waters of the mikveh, look back across the river of your past, and know with absolute, serene certainty that you are home.
Review and Self-Reflection Questions
To help you process this text and integrate its lessons into your journey, take some time to journal or reflect on the following questions:
- Your Voluntary Yoke: The Alshich teaches that the two and a half tribes went beyond their strict obligation out of love for their brethren. What is one mitzvah (commandment) that you feel drawn to take on voluntarily right now, not because you have to, but because your heart yearns to connect with it?
- Addressing the Anxiety: The eastern tribes feared that future generations would say to them, "You have no share in the Lord." Have you ever felt this anxiety on your spiritual journey? How can you channel this fear into a positive "altar of witness"—a practical action that strengthens your Jewish identity?
- The Role of the Community: Phinehas and the chieftains confronted the tribes out of a desire to protect the community. How can you reframe the challenges or boundaries you encounter in the Jewish community (such as a rabbi's high expectations or the complexity of Jewish law) as acts of love and protective care rather than rejection?
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