929 (Tanakh) · Thinking of Converting · Standard
Joshua 24
Hook
The decision to explore Jewish life is rarely a sudden detour; it is more often a slow, profound awakening to a voice that has been whispering to your soul for a very long time. If you are standing at this threshold, contemplating the path of gerut (conversion), you are likely grappling with a mix of exquisite wonder and quiet terror. You are asking yourself: Can I really do this? Do I have what it takes to carry this history, these laws, this collective destiny? Am I strong enough to bind my fate to a people who have walked through fire?
This is precisely why Joshua 24 is one of the most vital, grounding texts you can study at this stage of your journey. It is a text about the raw reality of choice. It is the moment when the Jewish people, having crossed the Jordan and entered the land, must decide—not as a wandering band of refugees, but as a settled, sovereign people—whether they are truly ready to sign their names to the covenant of Sinai.
For someone discerning a Jewish life, this chapter is a mirror. It strips away the romanticism of conversion and replaces it with the beautiful, rugged truth of covenantal commitment. Joshua does not offer his people an easy path; in fact, he tries to talk them out of it. He forces them to look at their past, weigh the heavy consequences of their future, and make an active, conscious choice. This text matters to you because it demonstrates that in Jewish life, belonging is not a matter of passive inheritance. It is a daily, deliberate act of choosing to serve the Divine within the context of a particular family, a particular history, and a particular set of sacred obligations.
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Context
To understand the weight of the drama unfolding in Joshua 24:1, we must look at the physical and spiritual landscape of this gathering.
- The Geography of Memory (Shechem): Joshua does not gather the people at Shiloh, where the Tabernacle was currently resting. Instead, he summons them to Shechem. Why Shechem? As the Radak Radak on Joshua 24:1:2 explains, Shechem is a place saturated with ancestral memory. It was the very first place Abraham stopped when he entered the land of Canaan Genesis 12:6, and it was where Jacob bought a piece of land Genesis 33:19 and commanded his household to bury their foreign gods Genesis 35:4. By gathering them here, Joshua is physically placing the people inside their own family album, reminding them that their current choices are deeply rooted in the soil of their ancestors' decisions.
- The Beit Din Paradigm: Joshua’s dialogue with the people reads remarkably like a modern Beit Din (the rabbinic court of three judges that oversees a conversion). When a candidate stands before a Beit Din, the rabbis do not simply applaud their sincerity; they are halachically obligated to challenge them, to point out the difficulties of Jewish life, and to ask: "Are you sure you want this?" Joshua does the exact same thing. He summons the elders, commanders, and judges Joshua 24:1, and presents them with the reality of the covenant. He warns them of the consequences of failure, testing their resolve before allowing them to seal the treaty.
- The Presence of the Ark: According to the Metzudat David Metzudat David on Joshua 24:1:2 and the Radak Radak on Joshua 24:1:2, the leaders brought the Ark of the Covenant (Aron HaKodesh) from Shiloh to Shechem for this occasion. This was not a mere political rally; it was a highly charged liturgical event. They stood "before God," meaning they were looking at the very physical manifestation of the Divine Presence and the Tablets of the Law. The choice they were about to make was not an abstract philosophical agreement; it was a face-to-face encounter with the Living God.
Text Snapshot
“Now, therefore, revere God and render service with undivided loyalty; put away the gods that your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates and in Egypt, and serve God. Or, if you are loath to serve God, choose this day which ones you are going to serve—the gods that your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates, or those of the Amorites in whose land you are settled; but I and my household will serve God.”
In reply, the people declared, “Far be it from us to forsake the Eternal and serve other gods! ... We too will serve the Eternal—who is our God.”
Joshua, however, said to the people, “You will not be able to serve the Eternal—who is a holy God, a jealous one—who will not forgive your transgressions and your sins.”
— Joshua 24:14-16, Joshua 24:18-19
Close Reading
To study Joshua 24 as a prospective convert is to realize that you are not inventing a new spiritual path from scratch; you are choosing to graft your life onto an existing, deeply dramatic story. Let us look closely at two profound insights from this text that speak directly to the heart of the conversion process: the nature of adopting a family history, and the profound meaning of the "sincerity test" that defines covenantal belonging.
Insight 1: Adopting a Family Tree: History as Identity
When Joshua begins his address to the assembled tribes, he does not start with a list of abstract theological dogmas. He does not ask them to sign a statement of belief. Instead, he tells them a story:
“In olden times, your ancestors—Terah, father of Abraham and father of Nahor—lived beyond the Euphrates and worshiped other gods. But I took your ancestor Abraham from beyond the Euphrates...” Joshua 24:2-3.
This is an extraordinary pedagogical move. Why, at the moment of covenant renewal, does Joshua drag them all the way back to Terah, an idol worshipper?
The Alshich, in his commentary Marot HaTzoveot Alshich on Joshua 24:1:1, raises a series of sharp questions about this opening. He asks why Joshua feels the need to detail the lineage of Terah, and why he uses the phrase "I took your ancestor Abraham" (ve-ekach et avichem et Avraham). The Alshich suggests that by emphasizing Terah’s idolatry, the text highlights that Jewishness is not a matter of flawless genetic nobility; it is a story of transformation. Abraham was not born into a palace of monotheism; he was "taken" by God out of a pagan household "beyond the River."
For you, as someone exploring conversion, this is incredibly liberating. In Jewish thought, when a person converts, they do not merely adopt a religion; they legally and spiritually become a child of Abraham and Sarah. In the liturgy, a convert is called ben/bat Avraham Avinu (the son or daughter of Abraham our Father).
Joshua’s speech teaches us that Abraham himself was, in a spiritual sense, the first convert. He had a "before"—a life "beyond the Euphrates" where his family served other gods. Your pre-Jewish life, your family of origin, and your personal history are not things you must erase or be ashamed of. They are your "beyond the River." Just as God "took" Abraham from his father’s house and led him through the land of Canaan Joshua 24:3, God is leading you. Your past is the raw material from which your Jewish future is being shaped.
Furthermore, look at how Joshua frames the inheritance of the land:
“I have given you a land for which you did not labor and towns that you did not build... you are enjoying vineyards and olive groves that you did not plant” Joshua 24:13.
This verse captures the sheer, overwhelming grace of entering Jewish life. When you convert, you are stepping into a spiritual estate that was built by the sweat, tears, and devotion of eighty generations of Jews. You did not write the Talmud; you did not compose the liturgy of Yom Kippur; you did not build the synagogues or preserve the Shabbat through centuries of exile. Yet, the moment you complete your conversion, you are handed the keys to this entire kingdom. You are invited to eat from "vineyards and olive groves that you did not plant."
This inheritance comes with immense privilege, but also with a quiet, humbling responsibility. You are not a consumer of a spiritual product; you are a trustee of an ancient legacy. The "labor" of those who came before you demands that you tend to these vineyards with the utmost care, ensuring they bear fruit for the generations who will come after you.
Insight 2: The Sincerity Test and the Weight of Covenant
The most shocking part of Joshua 24 is the intense pushback Joshua gives the people when they declare their loyalty to God.
The people cry out: “We too will serve the Eternal—who is our God!” Joshua 24:18.
Any ordinary religious leader would rejoice at this enthusiastic declaration. But Joshua does the opposite. He cold-shoulders them:
“You will not be able to serve the Eternal—who is a holy God, a jealous one—who will not forgive your transgressions...” Joshua 24:19.
This is a bracing, uncomfortable moment. Why does Joshua try to shut the door in their faces?
The Ralbag Ralbag on Joshua 24:1:1 provides a crucial insight here. He explains that Joshua is adding "extra warning" (ahzharah) to the people because he knows, through prophecy, that they are prone to slipping into idolatry. The Ralbag notes that while the Jewish people were already bound by the covenant of Sinai, Joshua insisted on this public, conscious renewal so that they would be "strengthened against sin." By making them declare their commitment after being warned of the severe consequences, they could never claim they didn't know what they were signing up for.
This is the exact spiritual and legal foundation of the Jewish conversion process. In Jewish law, we do not make conversion easy. We do not seek to maximize our numbers. When a person approaches a rabbi expressing a desire to convert, the traditional response is one of gentle discouragement.
As codified in the Talmud Yevamot 47a, we say to the prospective convert: "What did you see that made you want to convert? Don't you know that the Jewish people at this time are afflicted, oppressed, downtrodden, and harassed?" We ask them to look at the antisemitism, the history of persecution, and the heavy burden of the 613 mitzvot (commandments). We say, in essence, what Joshua said to the Israelites: You will not be able to do this. It is too hard. The standards of holiness are too high. You can be a good, righteous person in the eyes of God without being Jewish.
Why do we do this? Not because we want to exclude you, but because we deeply respect your free will and the absolute gravity of the covenant.
A covenant (berit) is not a casual relationship; it is a binding legal and spiritual treaty. Before you enter the mikveh, you must understand that you are changing your spiritual status permanently. A non-Jew is not commanded to keep kosher, observe Shabbat, or bind tefillin. But once you cross that threshold, those mitzvot become your holy obligations. If you fail to keep them, it matters.
Joshua wanted the people to feel the weight of this responsibility. He wanted them to move past superficial enthusiasm and enter a state of mature, sober commitment.
Notice how the people respond to Joshua’s discouragement:
“No, we will serve the Eternal!” Joshua 24:21.
This "No!" is the defining mark of the true convert. It is the moment when the candidate, having heard all the reasons why Jewish life is difficult, dangerous, and demanding, looks the Beit Din in the eye and says: I don't care. I must be a Jew. This is my home. This is my God.
When you feel that "No!" rising up in your own chest in response to the challenges of your study, the complexities of Hebrew, or the social frictions of changing your lifestyle, you are standing in the footsteps of the Israelites at Shechem. You are proving that your desire is not a passing whim, but a soul-deep necessity.
Joshua then tells them:
“You are witnesses against yourselves that you have by your own act chosen to serve the Eternal.” And they respond: “Yes, we are!” Joshua 24:22.
In Jewish law, a conversion requires witnesses (edim) to attest to the candidate's acceptance of the mitzvot. But here, Joshua reveals a deeper truth: the ultimate witness to your covenantal commitment is you. You are the one who will stand in your kitchen on a Tuesday night deciding whether to keep kosher; you are the one who will decide to turn off your phone on Friday night; you are the one who will choose to act with ethical integrity in your business dealings. Your own conscience, your own daily choices, are the primary witnesses of your conversion.
Finally, Joshua tells them:
“Then put away the alien gods that you have among you and direct your hearts to the Eternal, the God of Israel” Joshua 24:23.
The Hebrew word for "direct" is v'hatu, which comes from a root meaning to stretch out, incline, or bend. The Alshich Alshich on Joshua 24:1:1 and other commentators note that "putting away" foreign gods is not just a physical act of throwing away idols; it is an internal realignment. You must "incline" your heart.
For a convert, this is the long, patient work of spiritual transition. It takes time to "put away" the theological frameworks, the cultural assumptions, and the deeply ingrained habits of your past. It is not something that happens overnight in the mikveh. It is a daily, physical practice of bending your heart toward the God of Israel, shaping your desires and your thoughts through the daily performance of mitzvot.
Lived Rhythm
The covenant at Shechem was not sealed with a philosophical essay; it was sealed with "a fixed rule" (chok u-mishpat) Joshua 24:25 and a physical stone Joshua 24:26. In Judaism, the loftiest spiritual commitments must always be translated into concrete, physical actions. If you want to "direct your heart" to the God of Israel, you must do so through the physical rhythms of Jewish life.
For someone in the beginner to intermediate stages of exploring conversion, trying to take on all 613 mitzvot at once is a recipe for spiritual burnout. The path of gerut is one of gradual, steady growth.
Here is a concrete, structured next step you can take to bring the spirit of the Shechem covenant into your weekly life, focusing on the twin pillars of Shabbat and Brachot (blessings).
Step 1: The Shabbat Sanctuary (The Temporal Covenant)
Shabbat is the ultimate "stone of witness" in Jewish time. It is a weekly declaration that we are not slaves to the physical world, to our work, or to our technology. It is a space where we choose, for twenty-five hours, to live as if the world is completely redeemed.
If you are not yet Jewish, you are not halachically obligated to keep Shabbat perfectly (and indeed, tradition teaches that a non-Jew should technically make one small alteration in their Shabbat observance to acknowledge they are still in the process of transition). However, you should begin building a Shabbat rhythm that anchors your week.
- The Friday Night Boundary: Choose a specific time on Friday afternoon to shut down your computer and put your phone on do-not-disturb. Let this be your "crossing of the Jordan."
- The Table Liturgy: Set your table beautifully on Friday night. Even if you are dining alone, use a nice tablecloth, light two candles, and have two loaves of challah (or any bread) and grape juice or wine.
- The Blessing of Appreciation: Before you eat, take a moment of silent reflection. Acknowledge that you are sitting at a table of inheritance, enjoying "vineyards you did not plant." If you know the blessings over the candles, the wine (Kiddush), and the bread (HaMotzi), recite them. If you are still learning Hebrew, say them in English with a focused heart (kavanah).
- A Technology-Free Hour: Start with just one hour of complete disconnect from digital screens on Friday evening. Use this hour to read Jewish texts (like the weekly Torah portion), talk with loved ones, or sit in quiet contemplation. Gradually expand this "island of time" as you feel more comfortable.
Step 2: The Practice of Brachot (The Daily Choosing)
In Joshua 24:14, Joshua commands the people to "render service with undivided loyalty." In Hebrew, this service is called avodah. In the post-Temple era, the rabbis teach that avodah is "the service of the heart," which is prayer Taanit 2a.
One of the most powerful ways to train your mind to think like a Jew is to adopt the practice of reciting brachot (blessings) throughout your day. The Talmud Menachot 43b teaches that a person should strive to say 100 blessings every day. Why? Because a blessing is a radical act of mindfulness. It forces you to stop, acknowledge the Creator, and realize that nothing in this world is yours by right.
Begin by introducing three daily blessings into your routine:
| Moment | Hebrew Blessing (Transliterated) | English Translation | Spiritual Focus |
|---|---|---|---|
| Waking Up | Baruch Ata Hashem, Eloheinu Melech Ha-olam, she-asani Yisrael (or she-asani k'retzono)* | "Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, who has made me a Jew" (or "who has made me according to His will")* | Identity: This is the blessing of alignment. (Note: Many conversion candidates wait until their formal conversion to say "she-asani Yisrael," instead saying "she-asani k'retzono" or focusing on the morning gratitude of Modeh/Modah Ani). |
| Eating Bread | Baruch Ata Hashem, Eloheinu Melech Ha-olam, ha-motzi lechem min ha-aretz. | "Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, who brings forth bread from the earth." | Sustenance: Remembering that the food we eat is a gift from a land we did not cultivate. |
| Seeing Wonder | Baruch Ata Hashem, Eloheinu Melech Ha-olam, oseh ma'aseh v'reshit. | "Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, who performs the work of creation." | Awe: Recited upon seeing lightning, great mountains, or a breathtaking sunrise. It trains your eyes to see God in the natural world. |
By practicing these blessings, you are doing the hard work of v'hatu et-l'vavchem—directing and bending your heart toward the Divine in the midst of the mundane.
Community
One of the most common mistakes people make when exploring conversion is treating it as an intellectual, solitary pursuit. You can read a hundred books on Jewish theology, master the Hebrew alphabet, and memorize the laws of kashrut, but you cannot be a Jew alone.
Judaism is a tribal, communal reality. When Joshua assembled the people at Shechem, he did not speak to them as isolated individuals; he summoned them as "all the tribes of Israel" Joshua 24:1. The covenant is made with the collective. Your conversion is not just a marriage between you and God; it is an adoption into a family.
Therefore, your primary task at this stage is to find your "stone of witness"—a physical community that can hold you, challenge you, and witness your growth.
Finding Your Tribe: The Synagogue Connection
If you have not already done so, you must take the brave, often intimidating step of walking through the doors of a synagogue.
- Research and Reach Out: Look for congregations in your area. Read about their affiliations (Reform, Conservative, Orthodox, Reconstructionist) to see which aligns best with your theological leanings and lifestyle goals. Send a polite email to the rabbi. You might write something like:
"Dear Rabbi, I am currently exploring the path of Jewish conversion and am eager to learn more about the community. I would love to attend a service or schedule a short call to introduce myself and ask about your process for guiding prospective converts."
- Attend a Service: When you go, remember that you are a guest in a family home. You do not need to know all the prayers or when to bow. Sit, observe, listen to the music, and feel the energy of the room. Notice how the community interacts. Is there a warmth? Is there a commitment to learning?
- Seek out a "Chavruta" (Study Partner): Ask the rabbi or an educator if there is a member of the community or another student who would be willing to study with you. Studying Jewish texts in pairs is an ancient, highly relational practice. It forces you to articulate your thoughts and build deep, meaningful connections.
Remember, the community is not there to judge you. Every single Jew in that room is descended from someone who stood at the foot of Mount Sinai or Shechem and made the same choice you are contemplating. You are walking a path that is deeply respected in Jewish tradition. The Torah commands us no less than 36 times to love the ger (convert) Deuteronomy 10:19. Be patient with yourself as you navigate the social landscape of Jewish life; finding your place in the family takes time, but it is a vital part of the covenant.
Takeaway
The book of Joshua ends with a quiet, solemn transition. Joshua dies at the age of one hundred and ten, and the people bury him in his property Joshua 24:29-30. But notice what the text says about the generation he left behind:
“Israel served God during the lifetime of Joshua and the lifetime of the elders who lived on after Joshua, and who had experienced all the deeds that God had wrought for Israel” Joshua 24:31.
The covenant survived because the people had experienced the deeds of God. They had walked through the dry bed of the Jordan; they had tasted the fruit of the land; they had stood at Shechem and shouted, "We will serve!"
Your journey toward conversion is not a test to see if you can be perfect. It is an invitation to have your own experiences of the Divine within the context of the Jewish people. It is about building a life of lived mitzvot, deep study, and warm community so that you, too, can say with absolute, hard-won sincerity: “We too will serve the Eternal—who is our God” Joshua 24:18.
The path of gerut is long, and there are no shortcuts or guarantees of easy acceptance. It requires courage to face the "Beit Din" of your own doubts and the challenges of a new lifestyle. But if you feel that quiet, persistent "No!" rising up within you—if you know, deep in your bones, that your soul was present at Shechem—then take the next step. Direct your heart. Walk toward the water. The family is waiting to welcome you home.
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