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Zevachim 95
Hey, hey, hey, fellow camp-alum! It’s so good to see you, to sit together around this virtual campfire, and to dig into some Torah that’s got those deep roots but still feels fresh and alive, just like a crisp morning hike! Remember those late-night talks, the songs, the feeling of connection? That’s exactly the energy we’re bringing to our learning today.
Hook
Alright, close your eyes for a sec... Can you hear it? That familiar strumming? That collective hum building into a chorus?
(Imagine a gentle, rising melody, like a niggun blending into a folk song. Sing this softly, or hum it, letting the words carry the tune:)
“Sometimes we break, sometimes we bend, but in our hearts, we mend, my friend.”
Doesn't that take you back? That feeling of things getting a little messy, a little broken, but knowing there's always a way to bring it back, to make it right, to make it whole again? At camp, it might have been a broken tent pole, a spilled craft project, or a friendship misunderstanding. But we always found a way to repair, to transform, to make things good again, often even stronger than before. That's the spirit we're tapping into today as we explore a fascinating passage from the Talmud, tractate Zevachim, chapter 95! It's all about how we deal with things that get "dirty" or "impure" and how we bring them back into a sacred space, a holy purpose, sometimes even more beautiful for the journey they've taken.
Think about it: even when things feel totally messed up, like a canoe overturned in the lake, or a bonfire that’s just a pile of ashes, there’s always a process, a careful way to clean up, rebuild, and rekindle that spark. We learn about resilience, about the power of transformation, and about how even the smallest changes can have the biggest impact. We learn to see the potential for holiness not just in the perfect, pristine moments, but in the effort of repair, in the journey from brokenness to wholeness. It’s about understanding that our "vessels"—whether they're physical objects, our relationships, or even ourselves—can always be purified, refined, and given new life. This isn't just about ancient Temple rituals; it's about the everyday sacred acts in our own homes and lives.
We're going to dive into a text that, on the surface, talks about cleaning sacrificial vessels and garments. Sounds a bit technical, right? But underneath, it's pulsing with profound lessons about transformation, resilience, and the delicate dance between what must be broken and what must be preserved. It's about understanding that even when something is deemed "impure" or "unfit" for a certain holy purpose, it doesn't necessarily mean it's lost its value entirely. Sometimes, a change, a "puncture," or a refashioning can open up new possibilities, new uses, and new pathways to holiness. It challenges us to look beyond the immediate "mess" and see the potential for renewal, for a deeper kind of purity that emerges from acknowledging and processing imperfections. So let's lean in, listen to the wisdom echoing from these ancient campfires, and discover how these seemingly arcane laws can illuminate our own paths to bringing more Torah, more intention, and more holiness into our everyday lives.
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Context
Let's set the stage, just like we would before a big camp skit or a night hike! To understand Zevachim 95, we need to remember the big picture.
- The Temple's Sacred Space: Imagine the holiest place on Earth, the Beit HaMikdash, the Temple in Jerusalem. It was a place teeming with specific rules of ritual purity (taharah) and impurity (tumah). Everything had its place, its purpose, and its proper state of being. Our Gemara deals with what happens when objects used for sacrifices—like vessels or garments—accidentally leave this sacred courtyard and become ritually impure. It's like taking a pristine, designated camping spoon out into the muddy woods for an adventure, and now you want to bring it back to the clean mess hall. How do you do it?
- Sin Offerings and Their Potency: Specifically, we’re talking about items that have come into contact with the blood or meat of a chatat (sin offering). These offerings were incredibly potent, imbued with a special level of holiness. This means the rules for handling anything associated with them are extra strict. It's not just any old spoon; it's the special ladle used to stir the holy soup!
- The "Muddy Trail" Metaphor: Think of the Temple courtyard as a perfectly manicured, pristine campground around a crystal-clear lake. Outside the courtyard, however, is a vast, wild, and sometimes muddy forest trail. If a vessel or garment from the sacred space accidentally gets carried out onto that muddy trail and picks up some ritual "mud," it can't just be brought back in as is. It needs a specific purification process to be allowed back into the sanctity of the main camp. This purification might involve breaking, tearing, or meticulous cleansing, all guided by precise halachic instructions.
Text Snapshot
Alright, let’s get a quick glimpse of the words that will guide us. This is just a taste, like sampling the first marshmallow before the whole s'mores assembly!
From Zevachim 95:
"The Merciful One states: 'The earthenware vessel…shall be broken,' and, once it is punctured, it is not a vessel. The Gemara explains: When it is punctured with a hole only the size of a small root, the earthenware vessel is purified from the ritual impurity it contracted, but it remains a vessel for other purposes, such as holding fruit."
"Reish Lakish says: If the robe of the High Priest…has contracted ritual impurity…one does not tear it; rather, he brings it in…in portions less than…three by three…because it is stated…'It shall not be torn.'"
"But isn’t it so that laundering requires seven abrasive substances?…The Gemara resolves: Rather, it must be explained that the urine is absorbed in tasteless saliva…Tasteless saliva must accompany each and every one of the substances applied to the garment."
Close Reading
Alright, gather 'round, everyone! Time to really dig in, to peel back the layers of these ancient texts and see what wisdom they hold for our bustling, beautiful, sometimes messy, modern lives. This is where "campfire Torah" gets "grown-up legs"!
Insight 1: The Art of Transformation – Breaking, Not Tearing, and Refashioning Our Vessels
Let's start with those vessels – the earthenware and copper ones that held the sin offering. They went outside, they got impure, and now they need to come back into the holy space. The Torah gives us a fascinating set of instructions for their purification, and the Gemara unpacks the why and how in ways that resonate deeply with our own experiences of change, repair, and transformation.
The text says: "The Merciful One states: 'The earthenware vessel…shall be broken,' and, once it is punctured, it is not a vessel. The Gemara explains: When it is punctured with a hole only the size of a small root, the earthenware vessel is purified from the ritual impurity it contracted, but it remains a vessel for other purposes, such as holding fruit."
Think about that for a moment. An earthenware vessel. Earthenware, unlike metal, is porous. It absorbs. If it cooks a sin offering, its flavor is deeply ingrained. If it becomes impure, that impurity is also deeply absorbed. So, the Torah says it "shall be broken." But then the Gemara, with its incredible wisdom, clarifies: it's not a complete shattering. It's "punctured with a hole only the size of a small root."
Rashi (on Zevachim 95a:1:1) and Steinsaltz (on Zevachim 95a:1) both elaborate on this, explaining that this "small root" sized puncture is enough to purify it from the ritual impurity it contracted. Why? Because by having that hole, it's no longer considered a "vessel" for its original, high-level purpose (cooking sacrificial meat). Steinsaltz notes, "שאמנם מיטהר בכך כלי החרס מטומאתו, לפי ששוב אינו ראוי לבישול" – "the earthenware vessel is purified from its impurity because it is no longer fit for cooking."
But here's the kicker: "but it remains a vessel for other purposes, such as holding fruit." It's not utterly destroyed! It's transformed. It loses its high-status, Temple-specific cooking function, but it gains a new, humbler, yet still valuable, purpose. It's pure enough to come back into the courtyard, not to cook sacrifices, but perhaps to hold olives or other everyday items. This is a profound lesson in resilience and re-purposing.
Home/Family Insight 1: Puncturing Old Habits for New Purposes
In our family lives, what are our "earthenware vessels"? These are often our deeply ingrained habits, our inherited ways of doing things, our long-held assumptions. Like earthenware, they've "absorbed" a lot over the years – both good and, sometimes, less helpful. When these "vessels" become "impure" – meaning, they stop serving us well, they cause friction, or they prevent growth – the instinct might be to just "break" them entirely, to throw them out. But the Torah, through the Gemara, offers a more nuanced approach.
Sometimes, a "small root's puncture" is all that's needed. It's not about shattering the entire "vessel" of a family tradition or a personal habit. It's about creating a small, intentional "hole" in its existing form. This "puncture" acknowledges that the old way no longer perfectly serves its highest purpose, allowing it to be "purified" from what no longer works. Yet, the core "vessel" – the underlying intention, the love, the connection – remains. It simply finds a new, perhaps humbler, but still meaningful, purpose.
- For example: Maybe a family dinner ritual has become a source of stress rather than connection. Instead of abolishing it (shattering the vessel), a "small puncture" might be changing the timing, altering the menu, or relaxing the dress code. It’s no longer the "high-status sacrifice cooking vessel," but it can still be a "fruit-holding vessel" – a place for simple, pure connection. It’s a transformation, not an annihilation. We acknowledge the imperfection, make a small change, and open it up to new possibilities.
Now, let's look at the copper vessel: "With regard to a copper vessel…one breaks the vessel by boring a large hole in it to render it ritually pure, brings the vessel back into the courtyard, and scours and rinses it there. The Gemara asks: Why should the copper vessel be scoured and rinsed? After all, once the hole is bored, this is not a vessel anymore. The Gemara explains: When he hammers it and refashions it into a vessel, he must scour and rinse it."
Copper is different from earthenware. It's metal. It doesn't absorb flavors in the same permanent way. So, when it's "broken" (holed), it's purified. But the key difference? It can be refashioned. As Rashi (on Zevachim 95a:3:1) and Steinsaltz (on Zevachim 95a:3) explain, after boring the hole, one can "hammer it and refashion it into a vessel." It doesn't just get a new, humbler purpose; it can be actively repaired and restored to its original function, or a similar one, after cleansing. This isn't just about passive acceptance of a new role; it's about active, deliberate rebuilding.
- Home/Family Insight 1 (continued): Refashioning After the Break What are our "copper vessels" in family life? These might be relationships that have experienced a "break" – a significant argument, a period of distance, a betrayal. Unlike earthenware, these relationships or dynamics might not be fundamentally "porous" with permanent damage, but they require active repair. We "bore a large hole" in the old, broken way of relating, acknowledging the damage. But then, we have the capacity to "hammer it and refashion it." This means active communication, forgiveness, setting new boundaries, and consciously rebuilding trust. It’s an intentional process of scouring and rinsing – clearing away the residue of the past – and shaping something new, often stronger and more resilient for having gone through the process.
Now, for a fascinating counterpoint: the High Priest’s robe: "Reish Lakish says: If the robe of the High Priest…has contracted ritual impurity…one does not tear it; rather, he brings it in…in portions less than…three by three…because it is stated…'It shall not be torn.'"
This is incredible! The High Priest's robe is an ultimate sacred garment. It represents the pinnacle of holiness. And for this, the rule is explicitly "It shall not be torn." Even if it becomes impure, you don't "puncture" it, you don't "break" it, you don't "refashion" it. You treat it with extreme delicacy, bringing it back into the courtyard "section by section" – a piece smaller than the minimum size for impurity – and laundering it as it crosses the threshold.
Rashi (on Zevachim 95a:4:2) emphasizes this: "שאינו מכניס שיעור בגד טמא לעזרה לפי שאי איפשר לקורעו ולהכניסו משום שנאמר לא יקרע" – "one does not bring in a garment susceptible to impurity to the courtyard because it is not possible to tear it and bring it in, since it is stated, 'it shall not be torn'." Its inherent sanctity, decreed by the Torah, overrides the general rules of purification through alteration.
- Home/Family Insight 1 (continued): What Must Not Be Torn What are the "High Priest's robes" in our family lives? These are the core, non-negotiable values, the sacred bonds, the foundational traditions that are so precious, so integral to our identity, that they "must not be torn." These are the things we protect with extraordinary care. When these "robes" (our family harmony, our core beliefs, the unconditional love for a child) face "impurity" (challenges, external pressures, internal conflicts), we don't "break" them. We don't "puncture" them. Instead, we approach them with utmost reverence, bringing them back into the "sacred space" of our family, "section by section." This means patience, gentle conversation, understanding that some things take time, and a profound commitment to preservation above all else. It's about finding ways to purify without compromising the fundamental integrity of what is truly holy.
Finally, the Gemara delves into the fascinating discussion about the oven smeared with fat and the question of cleansing vs. breaking. Rabba bar Ahilai prohibited bread from such an oven forever because the fat (representing non-kosher absorption) would never fully leave earthenware. But a baraita refutes him, stating that an oven can be cleansed by kindling it. Ravina then asks about Passover pots: "Since the statement of Rava bar Ahilai was conclusively refuted, why does Rav say that pots that were used for leavened bread must be broken before Passover?"
Rav Ashi's answers are brilliant:
- The baraita refers to metal ovens, which cleanse when kindled. Earthenware, however, does absorb flavor and cannot be cleansed by fire.
- Alternatively, even an earthenware oven can be cleansed if "kindled from the inside" (like a direct fire in an oven). But a pot, "kindled from the outside" (on a stove), doesn't get sufficient heat to cleanse the absorbed flavor. Furthermore, owners are "concerned for them, as they are apt to break" if kindled too intensely from the inside.
Home/Family Insight 1 (continued): Inner Fire vs. Outer Heat – Cleansing Our Family Vessels This rich discussion offers yet another layer to our "vessels." What are the "earthenware" issues in our family that absorb deeply – perhaps long-standing grudges, deeply ingrained negative communication patterns, or unaddressed resentments? These, like the earthenware pot on the stove, are hard to cleanse by merely applying "outside" heat (superficial apologies, temporary fixes). They require either a "break" (a complete change of dynamic, perhaps even professional intervention) or, if they're like the "earthenware oven," an intense "kindling from the inside" – a deep, honest, internal reckoning by all parties involved. This "inner fire" signifies a willingness to truly confront, process, and burn away the absorbed "flavor."
What are our "metal" issues? These are the conflicts or habits that can be "cleansed" with direct, honest effort, like a "metal oven" that purifies when kindled. They might be less deeply absorbed, or the "material" of the relationship is more resilient.
And what about the "earthenware pots" that are "concerned for them, as they are apt to break" if heated too intensely from the inside? These are the fragile dynamics, the sensitive relationships, where too much internal heat (too intense a confrontation, too direct an approach) might cause irreparable damage. Here, we must weigh the desire for complete "cleansing" against the need to preserve the "vessel" itself. Sometimes, living with a certain "absorbed flavor" (a minor irritation, an unresolved tension) is the choice we make to keep the "pot" from shattering entirely. This is where wisdom, sensitivity, and love come into play, guiding us to discern which "vessels" need breaking, which need refashioning, and which must simply not be torn, but handled with gentle, careful love.
Insight 2: The Seven Substances and Tasteless Saliva – The Nuance of Purity and Process
Let’s shift gears and look at another fascinating passage, this time about cleansing garments, not vessels. This section highlights the incredible attention to detail, the complex problem-solving, and the unexpected solutions found in halakha, all of which offer profound lessons for navigating the intricacies of our home lives.
The Gemara asks: "But isn’t it so that laundering requires seven abrasive substances? As Rav Naḥman says that Rabba bar Avuh says: Blood of a sin offering that has sprayed on a garment…require the seven abrasive substances used as laundering agents; and these substances include urine…And it is taught in a baraita: But urine is not brought into the Temple, because it is inappropriate for the Temple…Accordingly, how is a garment laundered in the Temple?"
This is a classic Talmudic dilemma! On one hand, you have a clear rule: to properly cleanse a garment stained with sin offering blood, you need seven specific substances, and one of them is urine. On the other hand, another clear rule: urine is inappropriate for the sacred space of the Temple. So, how do you perform a purification ritual that requires something forbidden in the very place it must be done? It’s like needing a specific tool for a camp craft project, but that tool is banned from the craft hut!
The Gemara explores several solutions, testing them against other established rules:
- "And if you would say that the urine is absorbed together with the rest of the seven abrasive substances…and one applies all of them at once…But didn’t we learn in a mishna that this method is invalid?…If one applied them not according to their prescribed order, or if one applied all seven substances simultaneously, he has done nothing…" – Nope, can’t do it all at once. Order matters!
- "And if you would say that the urine is absorbed together with only one of the cleansing substances…But didn’t we learn in that mishna: One must rub the garment three times with each and every one of those substances independently?" – Nope, each substance has its own specific application.
The rejection of these solutions highlights the meticulous nature of halachic process. It's not enough to get the job done; it must be done correctly, according to the prescribed order and method. This teaches us about the importance of halacha l'maaseh, the practical application of law, where every detail counts.
Finally, the Gemara resolves: "Rather, it must be explained that the urine is absorbed in tasteless saliva, which comes from one who has not eaten since waking; as Reish Lakish says: Tasteless saliva must accompany each and every one of the substances applied to the garment."
Wow! "Tasteless saliva," from someone who hasn't eaten since waking! This is the ingenious solution. The urine isn't brought in separately, nor is it applied improperly. It's carried, or absorbed, within a neutral, natural substance that is permissible in the Temple. And not just any saliva, but "tasteless saliva," implying a certain purity and neutrality, perhaps even a preparation (fasting since waking) on the part of the one providing it. And crucially, this "tasteless saliva must accompany each and every one of the substances," meaning it’s a consistent, integrated part of the entire meticulous cleansing process.
Home/Family Insight 2: The Power of Process, Unconventional Solutions, and Neutral Carriers
This passage is a masterclass in problem-solving, attention to detail, and finding "Torah-true" solutions even in seemingly impossible situations. How does this translate to our homes and families?
The Importance of Process and Order: Just like the seven substances needed to be applied in a specific order, our family life often benefits from clear processes and intentional order. Whether it's a routine for bedtime, a method for resolving disagreements, or the steps for planning a family event, having a clear "order" can prevent chaos and ensure effectiveness. When we try to "apply all seven substances simultaneously" (i.e., tackle all issues at once, or rush through important conversations), we often "do nothing" effectively. This teaches us patience and the value of a structured approach.
Identifying the "Urine" – Difficult but Necessary Elements: In every family, there are "urine" elements – things that are necessary for a healthy functioning process, but which feel "inappropriate" or uncomfortable to bring into our "sacred space" of home harmony. This could be a difficult conversation about finances, setting a tough boundary with a family member, acknowledging a painful truth, or addressing a challenging behavior. Our instinct might be to avoid it because it feels "unclean" or disruptive to the peace. But the Torah teaches us that sometimes, these "inappropriate" elements are required for true cleansing and purification.
Finding "Tasteless Saliva" – Neutral Carriers and Preparedness: The brilliant solution of "tasteless saliva" is a powerful metaphor for finding neutral carriers or facilitators for difficult conversations and cleansing processes in our families.
- What is our "tasteless saliva"? It could be a calm, non-judgmental tone of voice when addressing a sensitive topic. It could be choosing a neutral time and place for a discussion, rather than in the heat of the moment. It could be establishing a shared ritual (like a weekly family meeting with ground rules) that provides a "vessel" for these "inappropriate" but necessary elements. It could even be a trusted, neutral family member or friend who can help mediate a conflict. This "tasteless saliva" helps to integrate the difficult "urine" into the overall process without it contaminating the "sacred space."
- "From one who has not eaten since waking": This detail is crucial. It suggests a certain level of preparation and internal emptiness on the part of the one providing the "saliva." For us, this means approaching difficult family situations with a clear head, having "fasted" from our own preconceived notions, biases, or hunger for being "right." It means being present, open, and willing to listen without immediate reaction. This internal preparedness allows us to offer a truly neutral, facilitating presence that can help cleanse and purify.
- "Must accompany each and every one": This isn't a one-time fix! The "tasteless saliva" of neutrality, calm, and preparedness must consistently accompany each step of the cleansing or problem-solving process. It's an ongoing commitment to a peaceful, intentional approach, rather than a sporadic effort.
This teaching reminds us that holiness isn't just about pristine perfection; it's about the meticulous, intentional, and often creative process of moving from impurity to purity, even when it involves uncomfortable truths or unconventional solutions. It’s about understanding that even the seemingly "unpleasant" can be integrated into a sacred process if done with intention, care, and the right "neutral carrier." Just like at camp, when a problem arose, we didn't just throw up our hands; we found a way, often a creative one, to make it work, to bring it back to a place of wholeness and harmony.
Micro-Ritual
Alright, my friends, let's take these deep insights and bring them right into our homes, especially as we transition from the week to Shabbat, or from Shabbat to the new week with Havdalah. This micro-ritual is about consciously acknowledging transformation and cleansing in our personal and family lives.
This week, let's create a "Havdalah of Transformation".
As you gather for Havdalah – or even if you just do a mini-Havdalah by yourself with the candle, wine, and spices – prepare one extra item:
- A small, clean, empty cup or bowl (it can be earthenware, glass, metal – whatever feels right to you).
- A tiny piece of paper and a pencil.
Here’s how we’ll do it:
Preparation (Before Havdalah):
- Take a moment to reflect on the past week. What was an "earthenware vessel" in your life (a habit, a routine, a specific interaction) that felt "impure" or no longer served its highest purpose? It doesn't have to be a huge flaw; maybe it was just a small area of friction, a moment of impatience, or a routine that felt draining.
- On your small piece of paper, write down one word or a short phrase that represents this "earthenware vessel" and the "small root's puncture" you'd like to make. For example: "Impatience (small pause)" or "Messy table (new spot for keys)". You're not shattering it, just creating a small, intentional change.
- Now, think about a "copper vessel" – perhaps a specific relationship or a family dynamic that experienced a "break" or a challenge this week. What needs active "refashioning"? What needs "scouring and rinsing" to be rebuilt? Write down a word or phrase for this too. For example: "Disagreement (listen first)" or "Kids' chores (new system)".
- Finally, consider your "High Priest's robe" – what is one sacred, non-negotiable value, bond, or tradition in your family that "must not be torn"? How do you protect it with extra care? Write this down. For example: "Family Shabbat dinner (no phones)" or "Listening to kids (full attention)".
During Havdalah (or after the main blessing if doing solo):
- Hold your empty cup/bowl in your hand. This is your "Vessel of Transformation."
- Take your first piece of paper (the "earthenware vessel" with its "small root's puncture"). Read it aloud softly. As you do, imagine that tiny hole creating a new pathway, purifying the old habit, giving it a new purpose. Place this paper inside your cup.
- Now take your second piece of paper (the "copper vessel" needing "refashioning"). Read it aloud. As you do, imagine actively hammering and shaping, rebuilding that relationship or dynamic with intention. Place this paper inside your cup.
- Finally, take your third piece of paper (the "High Priest's robe" that "must not be torn"). Read it aloud. Feel the immense sanctity of this item. Commit to protecting it with extra care, bringing it in "section by section" into your new week. Place this paper inside your cup.
The Niggun of Cleansing and Renewal:
- Now, hold the cup with your papers. Close your eyes.
- Let's sing a simple niggun together, focusing on the idea of cleansing, renewal, and carrying these intentions into the new week. It’s a gentle, ascending melody, like the smoke from the Havdalah candle, lifting our intentions.
(You can hum this, or sing these simple syllables on a rising, hopeful tune, then descending back, repeating as needed. Imagine the notes gently rising, holding, and then softly falling. A simple four-note ascent and descent: e.g., Do-Re-Mi-Fa-Mi-Re-Do, repeating. Or just a simple 'Om' on the rising and falling scale.)
“N’varech, N’chadesh, N’chazek, L’chaim!” (We bless, we renew, we strengthen, for life!)
(Repeat this phrase or simple melody a few times, letting it wash over you and the intentions in your cup.)
- Completion:
- After the niggun, take your cup/bowl outside or to a sink. Gently pour a little water (or leftover Havdalah wine) over the papers, saying something like, "May these intentions be cleansed and renewed, carried into the new week with purpose and care."
- You can then discard the wet papers, knowing you’ve acknowledged, transformed, and consciously brought these intentions into your sacred space.
This ritual allows us to consciously apply the lessons of Zevachim 95 – the wisdom of breaking, not tearing, refashioning, and finding neutral carriers for purification – into the living, breathing reality of our family lives, carrying the holiness of Shabbat into the everyday.
Chevruta Mini
Alright, let's turn to our chevruta partners, whether they're sitting right next to us or just present in our hearts, and ponder these questions together:
- What's one "earthenware vessel" (a habit, a perspective, or a routine) in your family life that might benefit from a "small root's puncture" – a minor, intentional change that purifies its function and opens it to a new purpose, even if it feels "broken" in its old form?
- Thinking about the High Priest's robe that "must not be torn," what is something in your family's core values, traditions, or relationships that you cherish so deeply it "must not be torn," and how do you protect it with extra care, bringing it in "section by section" through patience and gentle love?
Takeaway
Wow, what a journey! From broken vessels to High Priestly robes, from seven abrasive substances to tasteless saliva, Zevachim 95 teaches us that the path to purity and holiness is often one of transformation, meticulous process, and deep care. It's about discerning what needs to be broken to be renewed, what can be refashioned to be made whole, and what is so sacred it must never be torn. So, let’s carry these insights with us, bringing that vibrant "campfire Torah" spirit into our homes, making our family lives a truly sacred space, one thoughtful "puncture," one careful "refashioning," and one loving "tasteless saliva" at a time. L'chaim!
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