Tanya Yomi · Psalms, Music, and Mood · Deep-Dive
Tanya, Part I; Likkutei Amarim 12:7
Hook
Today, we step into a landscape of inner governance, a space where the soul's landscape is both a battleground and a sanctuary. The mood is one of profound introspection, a keen awareness of the delicate balance within us. It's the feeling of standing at a threshold, recognizing the potential for both ascent and descent, and seeking the inner strength to navigate this terrain. We are not aiming for a forced cheerfulness, but a grounded awareness, an honest engagement with the currents that flow through us.
The musical tool we will employ today is a particular understanding of how melody and rhythm can serve as a profound form of prayer, a way to anchor ourselves in the face of inner flux. It's about finding a sonic resonance that can echo the wrestling and the triumph described in the text, a way to give voice to the silent, ongoing work of the soul. This isn't about escapism; it's about presence. It's about finding a melody that can hold our honest sadness, our yearning, and our quiet resolve, transforming these feelings into a form of directed devotion. We will explore how a simple, repeating musical phrase can become a powerful anchor, a way to unify the scattered parts of ourselves and to direct our intention towards what is holy, even when the "small city" feels besieged by the "folly of the wicked fool." This musical prayer will be our guide, our companion as we delve into the intricate architecture of the inner self as described in the ancient wisdom of the Tanya.
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Text Snapshot
The heart of our exploration lies in this potent passage, a glimpse into the nuanced inner life of the "benoni," the intermediate soul. Here, the text paints a vivid picture of an internal dynamic, a constant negotiation between the forces that seek to guide us towards the divine and those that pull us towards the mundane.
"The benoni (intermediate) is he in whom evil never attains enough power to capture the 'small city,' so as to clothe itself in the body and make it sin. That is to say, the three 'garments' of the animal soul, namely, thought, speech, and act, originating in the kelipah, do not prevail within him over the divine soul to the extent of clothing themselves in the body—in the brain, in the mouth, and in the other 248 parts—thereby causing them to sin and defiling them, G–d forbid. Only the three garments of the divine soul, they alone are implemented in the body, being the thought, speech, and act engaged in the 613 commandments of the Torah."
Observe the imagery here: the "small city" is a powerful metaphor for the self, a contained entity where internal battles are waged. The "garments"—thought, speech, and act—are the outward manifestations of our inner state, the ways our soul expresses itself in the world. The contrast between the "animal soul" and the "divine soul" introduces a fundamental duality, a tension that is central to the human experience. The text highlights the prevention of sin, the non-prevailing of evil, rather than its outright annihilation. This is crucial; it speaks to a realistic approach to spiritual growth, one that acknowledges the persistent presence of opposing forces.
Then, the text shifts to describe the ebb and flow of this inner dominion:
"However, the essence and being of the divine soul, which are its ten faculties, do not constantly hold undisputed sovereignty and sway over the 'small city,' except at appropriate times, such as during the recital of the Shema or the Amidah… But after prayer, when the state of sublimity of the Intellect of the En Sof, blessed is He, departs, the evil in the left part reawakens, and he begins to feel a desire for the lusts of the world and its delights."
The rhythmic quality of "thought, speech, and act" forms the very fabric of our lived experience, the tangible expressions of our inner world. The "small city" conjures an image of a protected, perhaps even vulnerable, core being. The "garments" of the animal soul, born of kelipah (the husks or shells of impurity), are portrayed as insidious, seeking to "clothe themselves" in our physical being, to animate our actions with their own unholy purpose. This imagery of clothing suggests an insidious infiltration, a taking on of our form and function for their own ends. It's not a crude invasion, but a subtle usurpation, a parasitic embrace. The phrase "clothing themselves in the body" is particularly evocative, conjuring the visual of shadows merging with substance, of an external force becoming indistinguishable from our own flesh and bone.
The contrast with the "three garments of the divine soul" is stark. These are not merely actions, but actions infused with divine purpose, "engaged in the 613 commandments of the Torah." This implies a qualitative difference, a transformation of the very nature of thought, speech, and act when they are aligned with holiness. They become conduits for divine energy, rather than vessels for base desires. The word "implemented" suggests a deliberate and purposeful activation, a conscious channeling of spiritual energy into the physical realm. It’s an act of creation, of bringing the divine into tangible existence through our own lives.
The notion of "prevailing" is key. The benoni doesn't eradicate the animal soul, but rather prevents its "prevailing." This is a nuanced understanding of inner struggle. It's not about achieving a state of sinless perfection in the absolute sense, but about maintaining a crucial boundary, a protective perimeter around the "small city." The animal soul's desires are present, but they are kept from fully animating the body, from "clothing themselves" in our actions. This is a constant vigilance, a dynamic equilibrium rather than a static state of purity.
The text then introduces the concept of temporal sovereignty. The divine soul's full dominion is not constant, but waxes and wanes with "appropriate times." The mention of "recital of the Shema or the Amidah" points to specific moments of heightened spiritual awareness and connection. The "state of sublimity of the Intellect of the En Sof" evokes a powerful image of divine presence, a moment when the cosmic intellect descends and imbues the human with its light. This is described as a time of profound connection, where our own "chabad" (intellectual faculties) are "bound to G–d." The phrase "arouse the burning love in the right part of his heart" is a beautiful piece of emotional imagery, suggesting that this divine connection ignites a passionate yearning for God.
However, the subsequent phrase, "after prayer, when the state of sublimity…departs, the evil in the left part reawakens," introduces the poignant reality of spiritual fluctuation. The "left part" of the heart, often associated with the ego and negative inclinations, stirs. This awakening is described as a desire for "the lusts of the world and its delights." This is where the honesty of the text truly shines. It doesn't shy away from the fact that even after moments of profound spiritual connection, the pull of the material world remains. The "evil" isn't vanquished; it merely recedes, waiting for its opportunity.
The phrase "reawakens" is significant. It implies that the "evil" was always present, merely dormant, and that its re-emergence is a natural, albeit challenging, part of the human condition. The "lusts of the world and its delights" are depicted as tempting lures, drawing the soul back into the orbit of the material. This is where the struggle for the benoni intensifies. The evil "has not the sole authority and dominion," meaning it cannot dictate action directly. But it can still influence thought and desire. The text highlights the ability to prevent these desires from "clothing themselves in the body," from becoming actualized sins. This is the core of the benoni's achievement: a masterful restraint, a redirection of energy.
The imagery of the "brain rules over the heart" offers a profound psychological insight. It suggests that our intellect, our capacity for reasoned thought, is the key to managing our emotional impulses. This isn't about suppressing emotions, but about harnessing the power of our higher faculties to guide and control them. The "willpower in his brain" becomes the instrument of this governance. This is a powerful affirmation of human agency, of our capacity to choose our response to our internal states. The verse from Ecclesiastes, "Then I saw that wisdom surpasses folly as light surpasses darkness," serves as a spiritual and psychological axiom, reinforcing the idea that the light of divine wisdom can indeed banish the shadows of folly. This is not a gentle fading of darkness, but an active expulsion, a necessary superseding.
The text's acknowledgment that "such a person is not deemed a tzaddik at all" is a vital point of humility and realism. The benoni's victory is not over the existence of the animal soul, but over its dominion. The "essence and being of the animal soul… remains entirely undislodged." This admission is crucial for avoiding spiritual arrogance. It recognizes that the struggle is ongoing, and that true saintliness might involve a deeper sublimation that the benoni has not yet achieved. The "hidden love that is the natural adoration in the divine soul" suggests a deeper, less overt form of divine connection that persists even when the more ecstatic states have passed. This "hidden love" is the bedrock upon which the benoni can continue to build.
The final paragraphs emphasize the persistent nature of sinful thoughts and the benoni's active rejection of them. The phrase "thrusts it out with both hands" is a vivid, almost physical, image of resistance. It conveys a strong, immediate, and decisive action. The distinction between a thought that "rises of its own accord" and one that is "willingly entertained" is critical. The benoni does not allow the thought to take root, to be "willingly played upon." This is the essence of discernment, the ability to recognize the intrusion of the ego's whispers and to actively push them away. The text underscores that this vigilance extends even to thoughts of animosity, jealousy, and anger, urging a proactive cultivation of kindness and love, even in the face of provocation. This is not about a lack of feeling, but about a conscious choice to act contrary to those feelings, to "repay offenders with favors," mirroring the profound example of Joseph.
Close Reading
Insight 1: The "Small City" as a Metaphor for Emotional Regulation
The concept of the "small city" in the Tanya is a profound and accessible metaphor for the self, specifically for our internal emotional landscape and the mechanisms of emotional regulation. It’s not just a passive container, but an active entity, a microcosm of the larger universe, where forces both benevolent and challenging contend for influence. The text describes this "small city" as being susceptible to capture, particularly by the "animal soul" originating from the kelipah. This capture, it states, occurs when the "three garments" of the animal soul—thought, speech, and act—"prevail" over the "divine soul." This "prevailing" is not a complete obliteration of the divine spark, but a subjugation, a draping of the inner self in the motivations and desires that stem from a lower, egoic consciousness.
From an emotional regulation perspective, the "small city" represents our core being, our capacity for integrated experience. The "garments" of thought, speech, and act are the outward expressions of our internal state. When these garments are "clothed" by the animal soul, it means our thinking becomes clouded by negativity, our speech becomes harsh or deceitful, and our actions are driven by selfish impulses or unexamined desires. This is the essence of dysregulation: our internal states are dictating our external behavior in ways that are harmful to ourselves and others. The text highlights that this doesn't necessarily mean a complete loss of control, but a loss of aligned control. The divine soul is still present, but its voice is muffled, its directives are ignored.
The "benoni," the intermediate soul, is defined by the fact that the animal soul never attains enough power to capture the small city. This is the crux of their achievement in emotional regulation. It's not about the absence of negative thoughts or impulses, but about their inability to take root and dictate action. The analogy of "clothing itself in the body" is particularly insightful. It suggests that negative emotions, when dysregulated, don't just exist as fleeting feelings; they can become ingrained patterns of behavior and thought. They can "clothe" our minds, making it difficult to think clearly; they can "clothe" our mouths, leading us to speak words we later regret; and they can "clothe" our actions, prompting us to engage in behaviors that are self-sabotaging or harmful.
The benoni's success lies in their ability to prevent this full inhabitation. They recognize the presence of these "garments" of the animal soul, but they do not allow them to become the primary mode of expression. Instead, the "three garments of the divine soul"—thought, speech, and act engaged in the commandments—are the ones that are "implemented." This implies a conscious redirection of energy. When a negative thought arises, the benoni doesn't allow it to spin into a narrative of anger or despair that then manifests in their words or deeds. Instead, they consciously choose to engage their "divine soul" faculties. This might involve reframing the thought, choosing silence over reactive speech, or acting in a way that aligns with higher values, even when it feels difficult.
The text's emphasis on "clothing themselves in the body—in the brain, in the mouth, and in the other 248 parts" further deepens this understanding. It connects the abstract concept of inner struggle to our physical reality. Our thoughts reside in the brain, our speech emanates from the mouth, and our actions involve the entire physical form. When the animal soul "clothes" these parts, it means our cognitive processes are distorted, our communication is tainted, and our physical actions are misdirected. The benoni's triumph is in keeping these physical faculties aligned with the divine, preventing them from becoming instruments of the animal soul's agenda. This is a sophisticated form of emotional regulation, where the mind actively governs the body's expression of inner states, ensuring that the "small city" remains protected and its actions are aligned with its higher purpose. The constant vigilance required to prevent the animal soul from "clothing itself" speaks to the ongoing nature of emotional regulation; it's not a one-time fix but a continuous practice of mindful discernment and intentional redirection.
Insight 2: The Ebb and Flow of Spiritual Connection and the Power of Intentional Redirection
The Tanya's description of the benoni's experience highlights a profound truth about spiritual life and, by extension, about emotional well-being: spiritual connection, like emotional states, is not a constant, unvarying presence. It is characterized by an ebb and flow, periods of heightened awareness and connection followed by moments when the "evil in the left part reawakens." This understanding is crucial for navigating the inevitable dips in our spiritual or emotional journey, preventing despair and fostering resilience.
The text states, "the essence and being of the divine soul… do not constantly hold undisputed sovereignty and sway over the 'small city,' except at appropriate times, such as during the recital of the Shema or the Amidah." This acknowledges that there are peak moments, times when our connection to the divine, or our sense of inner peace, is particularly strong. These are times when our "chabad" (intellectual faculties) are aligned with God, and "burning love" is ignited in our hearts. This resonates deeply with anyone who has experienced moments of profound clarity, joy, or purpose, where the world seems to make perfect sense and our inner life feels harmonious.
However, the text then pivots to the reality that follows these peaks: "after prayer, when the state of sublimity… departs, the evil in the left part reawakens, and he begins to feel a desire for the lusts of the world and its delights." This is a crucial point of honesty and realism. It tells us that even after profound spiritual experiences, the mundane desires and impulses of our lower nature are not permanently eradicated. They are like a tide that recedes, only to return. This can be a source of discouragement if we expect spiritual states to be permanent. The benoni's strength, however, lies not in the absence of these desires, but in their response to them.
The critical insight here for emotional regulation is the understanding that the reawakening of these desires does not equate to their inevitable expression. The text emphasizes that "because the evil has not the sole authority and dominion over the 'city,' it is unable to carry out this desire from the potential into the actual by clothing itself in the bodily limbs." This is where the power of intentional redirection comes into play. The benoni has developed the capacity to recognize the stirrings of desire for "lusts of the world and its delights" and to actively prevent them from manifesting in action. This is not about suppressing desire, but about consciously choosing not to act upon it, and importantly, to redirect attention.
The text elaborates on this redirection: "man is created from birth, that each person may, with the willpower in his brain, restrain himself and control the drive of lust that is in his heart, preventing his heart’s desires from expressing themselves in action, word, or thought, and divert his attention altogether from the craving of his heart toward the completely opposite direction, particularly in the direction of holiness." This is a powerful articulation of the principles of cognitive reappraisal and attentional control, core components of effective emotional regulation. The "willpower in his brain" is the executive function, the capacity to override impulsive desires originating from the "heart" (representing our emotional and instinctual drives).
The phrase "divert his attention altogether… toward the completely opposite direction, particularly in the direction of holiness" is key. It suggests that when faced with unwanted desires or negative emotional states, the most effective strategy is not to dwell on them, but to consciously shift our focus to something positive, something aligned with our higher values. This could be meditating on a comforting scripture, engaging in a creative activity, or focusing on a task that brings a sense of purpose. The benoni does this by turning their attention to the fulfillment of Torah commandments, a concrete and spiritual direction.
Furthermore, the text differentiates between a thought that arises and one that is "willingly entertained." The benoni actively "thrusts it out with both hands" when a sinful thought arises. This is a visceral image of active rejection, of refusing to engage with a thought that would lead to dysregulation. It underscores that while we may not always control what thoughts or desires arise, we can control whether we engage with them, whether we allow them to become the focus of our internal narrative and subsequent actions. This ability to consciously disengage from and redirect attention away from negative or tempting impulses is the hallmark of emotional resilience and spiritual maturity described in the benoni. It is the active cultivation of a spiritual and emotional discipline, a conscious choice to align oneself with holiness, even when the "evil in the left part" reawakens.
Melody Cue
Imagine a melody that embodies the quiet, determined spirit of the benoni. It wouldn't be overtly triumphant, but rather steady, grounded, and imbued with a sense of inner resolve. Think of a simple, repeating niggun, a wordless melody that carries emotional weight without the need for specific lyrics.
For moments of inner struggle, when the "evil in the left part reawakens," a melody with a slightly melancholic, yet forward-moving, quality would be fitting. It might begin with a descending phrase, mirroring the feeling of an impulse arising, but then resolve into an ascending, hopeful phrase, representing the act of redirection and the triumph of the divine soul. The rhythm would be steady, like a heartbeat, suggesting the persistent, underlying life force that continues even in the face of challenge.
For times of focused prayer, like the recital of Shema or Amidah, the melody could become more expansive and flowing. It might incorporate longer, sustained notes, evoking a sense of awe and deep connection. The intervals could be wider, suggesting a reaching out towards the divine. This melody would feel like a gentle embrace, a lifting of the spirit.
A good example might be a niggun in a minor key, with a simple, repetitive structure. Let’s call it the "Niggun of the Small City." It would have a phrase that goes down, then up, like this: Doh-re-mi-fa-mi-re-doh. This simple, cyclical movement reflects the ongoing nature of inner work. The descending part can represent the arising of an impulse, and the ascending part, the conscious effort to rise above it.
Consider a niggun pattern that feels like a gentle, insistent hum. It’s not a loud proclamation, but a deep, resonant vibration that can be sustained. The melody could be characterized by a few core notes, perhaps a pentatonic scale, that offer a sense of inherent harmony and balance. When the "evil reawakens," the melody might momentarily falter, perhaps with a slightly dissonant interval, but it would quickly return to its stable, grounding pattern, like a ship finding its course again after a wave.
The rhythm would be crucial. It should be a rhythm that can be easily internalized, something that can become a mantra for the mind. Think of a steady, walking pace, neither too fast nor too slow. This rhythm would support the idea of progress, of moving forward in the spiritual journey.
Let's imagine a particular niggun structure that can be adapted. It might have a core motif that is sung, and then a series of variations that explore different emotional nuances. For instance, the core motif could be a simple, two-note phrase, repeated. When the impulse to sin arises, this motif might be sung with a slightly more urgent, perhaps faster, rhythm. Then, when the redirection occurs, the motif returns to its original, calm pace, perhaps with a slightly different melodic contour that suggests a sense of peace.
The musicality here is about resonance and repetition. A niggun, by its very nature, is designed to bypass intellectual analysis and speak directly to the soul. It allows us to embody the teachings, to feel their truth in our bones. The "Niggun of the Small City" would aim to create a sonic space where the struggle and the triumph of the benoni can be experienced, not just understood. It would be a melody that encourages us to recognize the inner dynamics described in the Tanya and to find strength in the recurring patterns of our own spiritual efforts.
Practice
The Ritual of the Inner City: A 60-Second Musical Prayer
This practice invites you to step into the role of the benoni, to become the guardian of your own "small city." We will use a simple, repeating melody—a niggun of your own creation or one inspired by the cue above—to anchor yourself in this inner space. Find a quiet moment, whether at home, on your commute, or during a break. Close your eyes gently, or soften your gaze.
Step 1: Grounding the "Small City" (10 seconds)
Begin by taking a slow, deep breath. As you inhale, imagine light filling the center of your being, the core of your "small city." As you exhale, release any tension or busyness from your day. Feel yourself settling into this inner space.
Step 2: Invoking the Divine Garments (20 seconds)
Now, gently bring to mind your intention: to align your thought, speech, and act with your higher self, with holiness. As you begin to hum or sing your chosen niggun, let the melody be a conscious act of bringing forth your "divine soul's garments." Focus on the steady rhythm, the gentle rise and fall of the notes. If a distracting thought arises—a whisper of the "animal soul"—acknowledge it without judgment, and gently guide your attention back to the melody. Imagine the notes as threads of light, weaving a protective and purposeful tapestry within your inner city. The melody itself becomes the "thought, speech, and act" of your divine soul, expressed through sound.
Step 3: Navigating the Reawakening (20 seconds)
Now, consciously acknowledge the possibility that "the evil in the left part reawakens." As you continue to hum or sing, notice any subtle shifts in your inner landscape. Perhaps a fleeting desire, a worry, or a moment of impatience. Instead of letting it capture your attention, imagine your melody as a force that gently but firmly redirects your focus. The repeating notes become a reminder of your inherent strength, your capacity to not let these impulses "clothe themselves in the body." With each repetition of the niggun, reinforce your intention to choose the path of your divine soul. Let the melody be your willpower, your active restraint.
Step 4: Reclaiming Sovereignty (10 seconds)
As the 60 seconds draw to a close, allow the melody to resolve into a final, sustained note or a gentle fading. Take another deep breath, feeling the presence of your divine soul, now more firmly established within your "small city." You have practiced the art of maintaining its sovereignty, not through eradication, but through conscious redirection and unwavering intent. Carry this sense of inner governance with you.
For a deeper dive (optional expansion):
If you have more time, you can extend this practice. After the initial 60 seconds, you can:
- Explore different melodies for different states: If you feel a specific emotion surfacing—sadness, frustration, anxiety—choose a niggun that resonates with acknowledging that feeling, and then another that helps you redirect. For example, a slower, more somber melody to acknowledge the feeling, followed by the original steady niggun for redirection.
- Visualize the "garments": As you sing, visualize your thoughts, words, and actions being infused with light, becoming the "garments" of your divine soul. See them as acts of kindness, wisdom, and connection.
- Practice the redirection actively: When a distracting thought arises, try to hum the niggun slightly louder or with more emphasis. This physical act reinforces the mental act of pushing it away.
- Focus on specific commandments: If you are preparing for a specific commandment or mitzvah, let the niggun be a preparation for that action, infusing it with divine intention.
This ritual is not about achieving perfection, but about cultivating the practice of inner governance, of consistently choosing the path of the divine soul, even when the terrain is challenging. The melody is your constant companion, your sacred tool for navigating the inner landscape.
Takeaway
The wisdom of the benoni offers us a profound understanding of human psychology and spiritual practice. It teaches us that the path of growth is not about eradicating our lower impulses, but about developing the capacity to prevent them from dictating our lives. The "small city" is our internal world, and its governance is a continuous process. Music, in its purest, wordless form, becomes a powerful ally in this endeavor. A simple, repeating melody can act as an anchor, a sonic reminder of our intentions, and a tool for redirecting our attention when the "evil in the left part" reawakens.
The takeaway is this: You are not defined by the temptations that arise within you, but by your conscious choice to align with your highest self. The benoni's strength lies in its vigilance, its ability to redirect, and its understanding that even in the face of persistent desires, the divine soul can maintain its sovereignty. Use music, even the simplest hum, as your prayer, your practice, your unwavering commitment to the light within. Let the melody be the gentle but firm hand that guides your inner city, ensuring that its actions, its words, and its thoughts are imbued with purpose and holiness. This is the song of resilience, the anthem of the soul that chooses to govern itself with wisdom and love.
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