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Tanya, Part V; Kuntres Acharon 4:25
Hook
There are moments in life when the world feels unyielding, a vast, complex tapestry woven with threads of challenge and longing. We yearn to touch its deepest currents, to shift its patterns, to bring healing where there is hurt, and light where shadows linger. We whisper prayers, offer intentions, perform sacred acts, but sometimes the chasm between our earnest effort and tangible change feels immense. We stand at the threshold of the known, gazing into the mystery of how our inner stirrings might truly influence the outer world, how our deepest spiritual work translates into something real, something that modifies the state of creatures.
This is the mood we explore today: the profound yearning for Active Transformation. It's the ache of seeing what is and sensing what could be, the spark of divine dissatisfaction that propels us to seek agency beyond the visible. It’s a deep spiritual hunger to not just witness, but to participate in the ongoing creation and rectification of existence. We are not merely observers in this grand cosmic drama, but active participants, wielders of subtle yet potent forces. This yearning for impact, for our spiritual efforts to bear fruit in the tangible world, is a powerful, often unspoken, dimension of our human and spiritual experience. It’s the desire to bridge the gap between our inner sanctuary and the bustling, often chaotic, world outside.
The ancient texts, particularly the wellsprings of Kabbalah and Chassidut, speak eloquently to this very yearning. They offer not just solace, but a roadmap, a profound understanding of the mechanics of spiritual influence. They unveil the hidden pathways through which our prayers, our study, and our deeds become catalysts for change, not just within ourselves, but in the very fabric of reality. They promise that our deepest intentions, when channeled through specific spiritual conduits, possess an astonishing capacity to draw down Divine sustenance, to mend what is broken, and to bring forth blessings into the physical world.
Today, we delve into a profound passage from the Tanya, Part V, Kuntres Acharon 4:25, a text that illuminates the extraordinary power of prayer and mitzvot. It doesn't just affirm our intuition that our actions matter; it explains how. It differentiates between various forms of spiritual engagement, revealing that prayer, in a unique and vital way, serves as a direct conduit for divine light to descend and "modify the state of creatures." This isn't merely a philosophical concept; it's an empowering revelation, offering a framework for understanding our spiritual agency. It grounds our deepest longings in a cosmic reality where our spiritual efforts are not merely symbolic, but instrumentally effective.
The musical tool we will uncover today is the Resonant Chant of Descent and Ascent. This isn't just a melody; it's a living waveform, designed to embody the very spiritual dynamics described in our text. It is a sonic pathway, a vocal invocation that helps us align our inner intention with the cosmic flow, allowing us to actively participate in the drawing down of divine light and the elevation of sparks. Through this chant, we will learn to move beyond intellectual understanding into a lived, embodied experience of prayer as a powerful, world-transforming force. It is a melody to carry you from the depths of your longing to the heights of empowered connection, a sound that acknowledges the raw truth of spiritual seeking and offers a tangible means to engage with it.
Text Snapshot
From the heart of the Tanya, we find these potent lines, a glimpse into the mechanics of divine flow:
- "...prayer calls forth the Light of the En Sof, blessed is He, specifically into Beriah, Yetzirah, and Asiyah, not merely through 'garbs,' but the Light itself, to modify the state of creatures."
- "The ill will be cured, for example, the rain will fall earthward that vegetation may sprout forth."
- "The elevation of mayin nukvin in the mind and heart of man is (the love of G–d in) a state of boundless flames of fire, and described as meodecha, to arouse the (Divine) state of Infinite."
- "For this reason prayer is called 'life of the moment,' for it is malchut descending into Beriah, Yetzirah, and Asiyah."
Highlighting Imagery & Sound Words:
- "calls forth the Light": A vibrant, active image of invocation, a summoning from an infinite source. The sound of a clear, strong call.
- "modify the state of creatures": A profound declaration of impact, hinting at a tangible, transformative power. The sound of change, of things shifting into alignment.
- "boundless flames of fire": An intense, visceral image of passionate devotion, boundless energy, and uncontainable ardor. The sound of roaring, consuming fire, yet controlled and purposeful.
- "life of the moment": A poetic phrase evoking immediacy, presence, and dynamic vitality. The sound of a vibrant, pulsating present.
- "descending": A clear, directional movement, conveying the flow of divine energy from higher to lower realms. The sound of gentle, yet powerful, descent.
These phrases are not merely abstract theological statements; they are portals into a deeper understanding of our spiritual work. They paint a picture of prayer not as a passive plea, but as an active, potent force, capable of drawing down the very essence of the Infinite to reshape our world, here and now. The imagery of "boundless flames" ignites our own inner passion, inviting us to connect with the raw, untamed energy of meodecha – absolute devotion – as the engine of this cosmic process. The promise of "modifying the state of creatures" transforms our perception of prayer from a personal spiritual exercise into a communal, even global, act of healing and sustenance. It imbues our efforts with profound significance, reminding us that even in our quietest moments of heartfelt prayer, we are participating in a divine symphony of creation and rectification.
This ancient wisdom invites us to step into our full spiritual stature, to recognize the profound agency inherent in our prayers and actions. It asks us to cultivate an inner landscape capable of generating "boundless flames of fire," not for self-indulgence, but as a consecrated offering, a catalyst for bringing heaven to earth. It is a call to awaken to the "life of the moment," to understand that the present instant, imbued with sincere prayer, holds the potential for infinite transformation.
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Close Reading
The Tanya passage offers a profound, almost alchemical, understanding of prayer and mitzvot (commandments) within the cosmic scheme. It differentiates their functions in drawing down Divine Light and refining the worlds, revealing a nuanced path to emotional regulation not through suppression, but through empowered spiritual engagement. We will explore two key insights from this text, translating its esoteric language into a framework for understanding and transforming our inner emotional landscape.
Insight 1: Prayer as Direct Catalysis for Tangible Change
The text makes a striking distinction: while Torah study and mitzvot generally draw Light into higher, more unified realms (Atzilut), prayer "calls forth the Light of the En Sof, blessed is He, specifically into Beriah, Yetzirah, and Asiyah... to modify the state of creatures." This is not merely through "garbs" or secondary effects, but the "Light itself." The examples given are stark and practical: "The ill will be cured... the rain will fall earthward that vegetation may sprout forth." This contrasts sharply with mitzvot, which, while profound, do not intrinsically change the physical object itself (e.g., the parchment of tefillin). Prayer, therefore, is presented as a direct, vivifying power from the Infinite, capable of immediate, tangible transformation in our lower worlds.
Emotional Landscape: We often experience emotions like helplessness, anxiety, or despair when faced with intractable problems in the physical world – illness, scarcity, conflict. These feelings arise from a perceived lack of agency, a sense that we are mere spectators to forces beyond our control. We pray, hoping for a miracle, but often with an underlying doubt about the efficacy of our own spiritual efforts. This can lead to a spiritual fatigue, a quiet resignation that our inner work, however sincere, might not truly touch the hard realities of life. The longing for impact, for our cries to be heard and answered in a manifest way, can become a source of profound emotional vulnerability. We yearn for a sign, a tangible shift, to confirm that our faith and effort are not in vain.
Emotion Regulation through Prayer as Catalysis: This text offers a powerful reframing of prayer that directly addresses these feelings of helplessness and doubt. It elevates prayer from a mere petition to a profound act of spiritual engineering, a direct conduit for divine vivifying power. When we understand that our sincere prayer, especially with the "boundless flames of fire" (meodecha) in our hearts, is not just a wish but a mechanism for drawing down the essence of the Infinite into the very worlds where suffering and lack reside, it fundamentally shifts our emotional experience.
From Helplessness to Empowered Agency: Recognizing prayer as a direct catalyst transforms feelings of powerlessness into a sense of profound agency. It imbues our efforts with cosmic significance. When faced with a loved one's illness, or a global crisis, instead of sinking into despair, we are offered a direct, spiritual tool. Our tears, our yearning, our focused intention during prayer are not just emotional outbursts; they are the "elevation of mayin nukvin" – the feminine waters, the arousal from below – that causes the Divine Light to descend. This knowledge is not a panacea for grief or suffering, but it offers a powerful pathway to channel that grief into active, transformative work. It's about saying, "I may not control the physical outcome, but I can initiate the flow of divine light that can modify the state of creatures." This provides a profound sense of purpose and participation, regulating the overwhelming feeling of being a passive recipient of fate.
From Doubt to Focused Intention: The text clarifies how prayer works. It's not a magical incantation, but a structured spiritual process. By understanding that prayer is "life of the moment," a direct descent of malchut (divine kingship/immanence) into the lower worlds, we can approach it with greater focus and conviction. This cognitive clarity, even if abstract, helps regulate the pervasive doubt that often accompanies spiritual practice. When we pray, we are not just speaking into the void; we are engaging in a precise act of drawing down specific divine energies. This understanding helps us to move from a vague hope to a concentrated, intentional act. It anchors our emotional energy, giving it direction and purpose, thereby reducing the anxious oscillations between belief and skepticism. The "boundless flames of fire" are not just intense emotion; they are the focused, unreserved devotion that activates this descent. When we bring that level of intensity, knowing its purpose, our doubt recedes, replaced by a fierce, hopeful determination.
Embracing the "Life of the Moment": The concept of prayer as "life of the moment" speaks to the immediate, dynamic nature of its impact. This encourages us to fully inhabit the present moment of prayer, channeling our full emotional and spiritual energy into it. For individuals prone to rumination about the past or anxiety about the future, this emphasis on the "now" of prayer is deeply regulating. It draws us out of mental loops and into a state of active presence, where our spiritual work holds immediate, vivifying power. It teaches us that each breath, each word, each silent yearning in prayer is a fresh opportunity to connect with the Infinite and invoke direct change, fostering a profound sense of aliveness and purpose in the present. This reorients our emotional compass towards immediate spiritual engagement rather than deferred hope or past regrets.
In essence, this insight allows us to transform passive longing into active spiritual engagement. It acknowledges the raw human pain of helplessness but offers a profound mechanism for transcending it, empowering us to become co-creators in the ongoing rectification and transformation of our world. It validates the depth of our emotional yearning by revealing its inherent power as a catalyst for divine flow.
Insight 2: The Grounding Power of Embodied Action (Mitzvot) in the Face of Intellectual or Emotional Overwhelm
The Tanya text contrasts prayer with Torah study and mitzvot. While prayer brings essence to the lower worlds, mitzvot of action (like donning tefillin or holding an etrog) connect to the essence of the Divine in a different, equally profound way, particularly through the physical object itself. The text states that in mitzvot, "the Holy One, blessed is He, clothed of the very essence... of the internal Kindnesses of the Minor Visage," and that by performing a mitzvah, "he is actually holding the life-force clothed within it... which is united with the Light of the En Sof, the Emanator, blessed is He." This is a connection to the essence that even intellectual comprehension cannot fully grasp, for "no thought can apprehend Him in His radiance." The study of the laws of mitzvot also offers a unique grasp of their "essential nature," surpassing even the comprehension of abstract spiritual orders.
Emotional Landscape: We often seek spiritual connection through grand intellectual understandings or soaring emotional experiences. We strive for profound insights, moments of intense spiritual ecstasy, or deep contemplative states. When these elusive experiences don't manifest, or when our intellect struggles with complex spiritual concepts, feelings of inadequacy, frustration, or spiritual dryness can set in. We might feel that our connection is superficial if it’s not accompanied by intense intellectual clarity or overwhelming emotion. We can get lost in the abstract, detaching from the grounded reality of our lives, or feel overwhelmed by the sheer complexity of spiritual knowledge, leading to a sense of intellectual fatigue or emotional exhaustion. The desire for "cleaving to Him" can become a source of internal pressure, pushing us to constantly seek higher, more intense states, often at the expense of present, embodied experience.
Emotion Regulation through Embodied Action: This insight from the Tanya provides a powerful antidote to such intellectual and emotional overwhelm. It re-prioritizes the role of simple, physical mitzvot and the study of their practical laws, revealing their unique capacity to connect us to the Divine essence in a way that bypasses the limitations of our intellect and emotions.
From Intellectual Overwhelm to Grounded Presence: When our minds are racing with complex spiritual concepts, or when we feel spiritually unmoored by the abstractness of divine ideas, the text points to the profound grounding power of action. The etrog, the tefillin parchment—these physical objects, when used in a mitzvah, are described as drawing their life-force from the essence of Atzilut itself. This means that a simple, embodied act, even if our intellectual comprehension is limited, connects us directly to the Divine in a way that intellectual striving alone cannot. This shifts our focus from the often-frustrating pursuit of abstract understanding to the tangible, immediate reality of performance. It regulates intellectual anxiety by offering a direct, non-cognitive pathway to essential connection. It reminds us that truth is not only found in the highest reaches of thought, but also in the humble embrace of a physical deed. This provides a deep sense of rootedness and stability, allowing us to quiet the mental chatter and simply be in the act.
From Emotional Fluctuations to Enduring Connection: Our emotions are by nature fleeting and cyclical. Moments of spiritual fervor can be followed by periods of dryness, leading to feelings of disconnect or spiritual failure. The text suggests that while intellectual love and fear are important, they are comparable to "lights compared to vessels" and can be "departure alone, G-d forbid." In contrast, mitzvot requiring action are about "eliciting from above downward... to draw Light into the vessels." This means that through physical mitzvot, we are not just generating an internal emotional state, but actively drawing down and containing Divine Light within the vessels of the world. This provides a stable, enduring connection that transcends the ebb and flow of our emotional states. When emotions feel turbulent or absent, performing a mitzvah becomes an anchor, a concrete act of faith that affirms and strengthens our bond with the Divine, independent of our fleeting feelings. It regulates emotional instability by providing a consistent, external framework for spiritual engagement.
The Power of "Holding the Essence": The idea that in holding an etrog we are "actually holding the life-force clothed within it... united with the Light of the En Sof" is incredibly empowering. It means that the seemingly mundane physical objects and actions of mitzvot are not just symbols, but actual conduits for Divine essence. This deepens our appreciation for the everyday, the tangible, and the simple. It regulates feelings of spiritual inadequacy by revealing that profound connection is accessible even through the most basic, physical engagement. We don't need to be spiritual giants to touch the essence; we need only to engage with the "works of G-d" in the physical world. This perspective transforms our view of our daily lives, imbuing every mitzvah with immense spiritual weight and regulating any lingering feelings that our mundane existence is separate from the sacred. It fosters a deep sense of dignity and purpose in our physical existence, recognizing it as a direct pathway to the Infinite.
In summary, this insight teaches us that profound spiritual connection is not solely dependent on intellectual brilliance or emotional intensity. It is also, and in some ways more essentially, found in the grounded, embodied performance of mitzvot and the diligent study of their practical laws. This understanding offers a powerful way to regulate feelings of spiritual inadequacy, intellectual frustration, or emotional instability, by anchoring our spiritual lives in tangible, enduring acts that connect us directly to the very essence of the Divine, bringing heaven into the here and now. It is a profound call to embrace the sacred in the mundane, finding stability and purpose in the physical acts of devotion.
Melody Cue
To truly engage with the profound teachings of the Tanya and embody the spirit of "Active Transformation" and "Empowered Connection," we need melodies that resonate with both the yearning for divine influence and the grounded reality of human action. We'll explore two distinct types of melodies, each designed to cultivate a specific aspect of the text's wisdom.
Niggun for "Calling Forth the Light" (Active Transformation)
This melody is designed to evoke the act of "calling forth the Light of the En Sof," the "boundless flames of fire" (meodecha), and the "descending" of malchut to modify the state of creatures. It will embody a sense of dynamic invocation and the powerful, yet grounded, descent of divine energy.
Musical Description: Imagine a melody in a minor key, perhaps C minor or E minor, beginning with a sense of deep, perhaps even raw, yearning. The initial phrases should ascend slowly, almost like a sigh turning into a hopeful reach, using sustained notes that gradually build in intensity. Think of a long, drawn-out "Ahhh" sound, or the vowel "Ooo" (as in "Om").
- Ascending Phase (Calling Forth): The melody starts in the lower-middle register, moving upwards in a step-wise or gentle arpeggiated fashion (e.g., C-Eb-G-C' or E-G-B-E'). This ascent should feel like gathering internal energy, a rising intention from the heart, moving towards the Infinite. The pace is slow, deliberate, allowing for full emotional engagement. The vocal quality should be open, unforced, yet filled with a profound, focused longing. This is the "elevation of mayin nukvin" – our arousal from below.
- Peak and Sustained Intensity (Boundless Flames): Upon reaching a higher note, the melody should hold, perhaps with a slight vibrato or a subtle increase in volume, conveying the "boundless flames of fire." This peak is not a harsh cry, but a resonant, focused energy. It might pause on the dominant note of the minor key before beginning its descent, creating a moment of powerful, sustained connection.
- Descending Phase (Light's Descent): From this peak, the melody gracefully descends, but with a sense of strength and purpose, not a weak falling away. It should move down through the scale or arpeggio, resolving eventually to the tonic (root) note of the minor key, but perhaps with a slight lift at the very end, suggesting that the light has settled and is now actively vivifying. The descent is meant to evoke the malchut "descending into Beriah, Yetzirah, and Asiyah," bringing the divine presence into the tangible. The vocal quality here should be warm, resonant, and grounding, feeling like a blessing settling upon the world.
- Rhythm & Repetition: The rhythm should be free-flowing, not strictly metered, allowing the singer to breathe with the intention. There should be a core melodic phrase (perhaps 4-8 measures) that repeats, allowing for deepening focus and meditative entry. Each repetition can be sung with slightly varied intensity or nuance, reflecting the ongoing process of drawing down Light.
Emotional Impact: This niggun cultivates a powerful, yet contained, sense of spiritual agency. It allows one to channel feelings of longing and concern into a focused, active invocation, transforming passive hope into dynamic spiritual work. The minor key acknowledges the depth of human experience and the challenges we face, while the structured ascent and descent provide a clear path for engaging with divine transformation.
Niggun for "Holding the Essence" (Embodied Action)
This melody is designed to embody the groundedness of mitzvot, the "works of G-d" in the physical world, and the profound connection to divine essence found in tangible action. It evokes stability, presence, and the quiet power of the mundane infused with the sacred.
Musical Description: This niggun would likely be in a major key, or a simple modal scale (like a Dorian or Mixolydian mode, which feel ancient and rooted), to convey a sense of inherent goodness, stability, and presence. It will be more rhythmic and perhaps even simpler in its melodic contour than the first niggun, emphasizing steadiness and deep resonance.
- Rooted Beginning: The melody begins firmly on the tonic (root) note, perhaps with a short, declarative phrase that immediately establishes a sense of groundedness and presence. Think of a simple, strong "Om" or "Ani Ma'amin" (I believe) type of opening. The vocal quality should be firm, centered, and deeply resonant, coming from the diaphragm.
- Steady, Repetitive Motif: The core of this niggun is a simple, rhythmic motif that repeats, perhaps with small variations. The melody might move within a narrow range (e.g., three to five notes), emphasizing the consistent, unwavering nature of mitzvah performance. The rhythm should be clear and steady, almost like a heartbeat or a marching pace, symbolizing the consistent, daily engagement with physical action. This repetition fosters a meditative state, drawing attention to the present moment and the inherent holiness within the physical.
- Harmonic Simplicity: The implied harmony (or actual harmony if sung with others) should be simple and consonant, reinforcing the idea of unity and inherent truth. No complex chord changes, just a solid, foundational sound.
- Vocal Quality: The voice should be strong but gentle, like a deep hum or a focused whisper that gradually gains strength. It’s about feeling the sound within the body, connecting to the idea of the divine essence being clothed within physical reality. The emphasis is on internal resonance and embodied experience.
Emotional Impact: This niggun helps to regulate feelings of intellectual inadequacy or emotional instability by grounding the practitioner in the enduring power of simple, embodied action. It fosters a sense of peace and stability, reminding us that profound connection is accessible through tangible deeds, regardless of our fluctuating inner states. It cultivates a deep appreciation for the sacredness embedded in the mundane, transforming ordinary actions into acts of profound spiritual significance. It allows one to feel the truth of "holding the essence" in a deeply visceral way.
Practice: The 60-Second Resonant Breath Ritual
This ritual integrates the teachings of the Tanya with the suggested melodies, allowing you to engage in a profound act of prayer-through-music in just 60 seconds, adaptable for home or commute. The goal is to move from intellectual understanding to embodied experience, transforming your inner state and connecting to the power of Active Transformation and Grounded Presence.
Step 1: Centering Your Vessel (10 seconds)
Wherever you are – sitting at your desk, standing on a train, walking – take a moment to simply be. Close your eyes gently if possible, or soften your gaze. Place one hand over your heart and the other on your abdomen. Take three deep, slow breaths. Inhale deeply, feeling your abdomen expand, then your chest. Exhale slowly, feeling your body soften, releasing any tension. With each breath, imagine yourself as a vessel, preparing to receive and transmit divine light. Feel your feet firmly connected to the ground, grounding yourself in the present moment, acknowledging the space around you.
Step 2: Invoking the Text’s Essence (15 seconds)
Recall or gently whisper one of these phrases from the Tanya text, allowing its meaning to resonate within you:
- "Prayer calls forth the Light itself, to modify the state of creatures."
- "Boundless flames of fire, to arouse the Infinite."
- "Life of the moment."
As you bring this phrase to mind, acknowledge any feelings of longing, hope, or even frustration that arise. This is the authentic "elevation of mayin nukvin" – your genuine inner stirrings. Hold this feeling, not to dwell in it, but as fuel for your invocation. Imagine these words not just as concepts, but as living keys unlocking a deeper reality.
Step 3: Resonant Chant of Descent and Ascent (25 seconds)
Now, choose one of the niggunim described above (or a blend of their qualities that feels right to you).
- For Active Transformation (Calling Forth): Begin to hum or softly sing a simple, ascending sound (like "Ahhh" or "Ooo"), allowing it to rise from your heart, building in gentle intensity. Feel this sound as your "boundless flames of fire," a focused yearning reaching upwards. As you reach the peak of your internal phrase, imagine the Divine Light being drawn forth. Then, allow your hum or sound to gracefully descend, feeling it settle into your core, into the very "vessels" of your being and the world around you. This descent is the "Light itself, to modify the state of creatures."
- For Embodied Action (Holding the Essence): Begin with a steady, resonant hum on a single foundational note (like "Mmm" or "Ah"). Feel this sound rooted in your physical body, particularly your lower abdomen. Allow it to become a steady, rhythmic pulse, like a gentle heartbeat. As you sustain this sound, imagine it connecting you to the inherent essence of the Divine clothed within all physical reality, within your own body, and within the tangible world around you. Feel the simple, profound presence of "holding the essence" through this steady vibration.
Focus less on perfect pitch and more on the feeling and intention behind the sound. Let the vibration fill you and extend outwards. If you're in a public space, this can be a silent, internal hum, feeling the resonance within your own body.
Step 4: Integration & Intentionality (10 seconds)
As your chant gently fades, take one final deep breath. Feel the residual resonance in your body. Bring to mind a specific intention for this moment – perhaps a desire for healing, clarity, or simply to feel more grounded. Connect this intention to the spiritual work you’ve just done. Silently affirm: "May this 'life of the moment' bring forth its light to modify and bless." Allow this feeling of integrated presence and active hope to settle within you, carrying it into your next activity.
This 60-second ritual is a micro-practice, a spiritual anchor that you can return to throughout your day. It’s a way to consciously engage with the transformative power of prayer and the grounding essence of embodied action, translating abstract wisdom into lived experience.
Takeaway
Today, we journeyed into the profound heart of Chassidic wisdom, uncovering the remarkable truth that our spiritual efforts are not merely symbolic gestures, but powerful, direct catalysts for change. The Tanya teaches us that prayer is a "life of the moment," capable of drawing down the very "Light of the En Sof" to "modify the state of creatures," healing the ill and bringing rain to parched lands. It validates our deepest longing for impact, transforming feelings of helplessness into empowered agency, fueled by the "boundless flames of fire" of our devotion.
Simultaneously, we learned the grounding power of mitzvot—embodied actions that connect us to the Divine essence in a way that transcends intellectual or emotional fluctuations. In the physical act, in "holding the etrog," we are truly "holding the life-force... united with the Light of the En Sof." This offers a stable, enduring connection, regulating feelings of inadequacy and bringing profound sacredness to our tangible world.
Through the "Resonant Chant of Descent and Ascent," we tapped into these truths not just intellectually, but experientially. Remember, your heart's authentic stirrings, your focused intentions, and your simple, embodied actions are powerful conduits. You are not a passive observer, but an active participant in the ongoing creation and rectification of existence. May this understanding empower you to approach each moment with a renewed sense of purpose, knowing that your every sincere spiritual act truly matters, drawing light into our world, one sacred breath and one heartfelt note at a time.
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